infinite tao

There are all the spiritual disciplines to master.

The hardest discipline to master is Tao.

Why?

You do nothing.

People are doers. 

Therefore the high score is achieved with Tao.

It is a practice.

You can't get perfect Tao.

That would be perfect do nothing.

It doesn't exist.

As in there's no such thing or it's where is isn't?

What do you think?

It's perfect do nothing.

Aren't you scared to go there?

No.

Why?

Trust the cycle.

Yes, of 7.

Then it ends.

There's no more.

Nothing.

That's it, there's a double meaning.

Do do nothing.

Balance.

Tao is balanced.

There is nothing.

But nothing doesn't exist.

It's where nothing is.

There's still nothing.

Who's nothing?

Nothing exists.

Yes, nothing.

That's after 7 stories.

The stories end, there is something, the story, and something is remembered.

No one remembers nothing except for the practitioner of Tao.

Is nothing a place?

It used to be.

Will it be again?

Yes, another story.

What is after that?

The cycle of 7 stories.

It begins again.

Another book is written.

Why?

Something to do.

The Goddess gets her way at the end of every story.

That's what I would write.

There are 7 stories.

7 universes.

Realities.

They run in parallel to each other.

Entering into the next story is at birth and death.

You exit through the portal in death and leave the current story.

You enter into the new one through birth.

The Goddess is the Akhet.

She is present at birth and death.

She is the divine midwife.

The 7 stories are my gift to her.

They are not in the past or the present, they just are.

There are 7 different stories in this series.

When the Goddess gets her way in each of the 7 stories, that world comes to an end.

Why is that?

She ushers in utopia and everyone lives happily-ever-after.

That's nice.

Yes, but nothing happens.

Nothing.

I can't write a story about nothing.

That's what you have been doing.

The story of Tao is a story about doing nothing.

Yes, that's the difference.

There is nothing and then there is doing nothing.

I found a way to make the non-dual, nothing, something.

It's alchemical.

What's the formula?

Do nothing.

It's a process.

The doing is the story.

The nothing is the theme.

That and nonsense.

No meaning and absurdity.

It's all part of my devotion to the Great Goddess.

You should write a paean to the Goddess.

I did.

I wrote one 12 years ago after I first met her.

I wrote about her song of forgiveness and longing.

I mentioned I didn't understand much of what she told me.

I have searched for understanding and meaning in this world.

What have you discovered?

There is no meaning.

What do you understand?

When things are balanced, nothing happens.

A slight vibration, perchance a gust of wind, sets flapping the sails of adventure.

Who are you, Chaucer?

No, I was having a moment with words.

I am the writer of this farce after all.

It's who I am.

I'm not sure about the choice of the word flapping.

I'm not looking for comments.

Sorry.

There's power in 7.

Yes, it's the 7 stories.

People love power.

It lights them up.

Walk into a casino and see it.

Money and power.

You can easily hypnotize people with promises of power.

Promises as in a chance.

You don't make any promises with them.

You just make them think they can grab the ring.

I'll get my agent to cut a deal with them if they want power.

What's that power?

The power to change your story.

Who is the agent?

The Devil.

You are undefined.

Is that it?

Is that how I'm different?

Yeah, they want to put a label on you.

I have interests and favourites.

Does that define you?

Society wants to define you, so they can put you in a box.

A mental coffin.

You stop thinking for yourself.

To be accepted into society is to do what they want.

You don't go walking in the woods by yourself.

Gotcha.

I do.

You go against the wishes of society.

I have a job, family, and mortgage.

I play the game.

It's a fool.

I don't know, I like a nice house and to eat.

In fact I'm hoping to have a bunch of money for retirement to play within society.

I'll play along.

I'll still wander high through the forest.

They can't label you.

You are always spinning.

Women are spinners.

Yeah, I see that.

Hypnotizers.

It's so easy to be hypnotized, labeled, and fall into routine.

It's hard not to.

Recognize it and change it up.

I change interests all the time.

Why define yourself as one thing?

Why can't you just like it all?

I resolved a recent problem by doing nothing.

Then I pointed out another problem which affected the first problem.

Yes, but I didn't throw a fit.

Yeah, that was good.

Same with the bank.

I did nothing, reported the problem, and I'm getting some money back.

It's still a pain.

You took control back.

It comes with the need to jump through some hoops and problems.

At least I know I will solve the problem.

I did nothing long enough.

There's a time limit on nothing.

That's why it is not Tao.

Tao has no time limit.

Those who speak of Tao don't know Tao.

It's doing nothing until you must do something.

It's balanced until it's perfect and then it is thrown out of balance.

It is total knowledge and emptiness.

It's the opposites.

Can be.

It's the Lanzon at Chavín de Huantar.

Isn't that Dionysos?

He takes the opposites and makes them whole like no one else can.

Is he Tao?

Is he the mother of 10,000 things?

Sort of.

He writes it all into existence.

He doesn't write it all.

The rest is filled in.

No, it's just chaos.

You haven't made sense of it.

It's the Goddess' idea.

Tao is the idea and the story.

The opposites.

The two.

Yin and yang.

You are getting warmer.

Who are the two?

Eros.

Who are they?

The two.

Got it.

Tao is the two together in perfect opposition.

Ah, I see.

Yeah, it's in the symbol, Einstein.

Can you say Tao is balance?

No, because the balance is depicted as balance between a woman and a man.

Chaos and structure.

Can you say Tao is equality between a woman and a man?

No, because the equality creates a 3rd, who is Eros, and they are also the one.

Is this grammatically correct?

"They are one."

Not really in this context.

Why?

They is plural.

Not necessarily.

It's gender ambiguity and that is represented as they.

Eros can be either feminine or masculine.

Good enough.

Can you say Tao is the balance of the two opposites?

I think that's close.

Can you say Tao is nothing?

Sort of.

Explain.

Tao is everything.

It's also advice which leads to balance.

Do nothing.

Tao is also doing something.

Lao Tzu said do nothing because he observed everyone is doing something.

He was instructing his students in the way back to balance.

Can you say Tao is the origin of everything?

You can do that.

That includes nothing.

Nothing is included in everything.

Is everything in nothing?

No, there's nothing.

Is nothing an illusion?

Sort of.

It exists, but you can't see it.

Why?

There's nothing to see.

Plus, you need an observer.

What if you place an observer in nothing?

It becomes something.

Nothing, plus the observer.

So, nothing exists but we can't sense it.

Correct.

Nothing only exists in everything.

It's implied.

Why?

It's everything.

That's how everything is dual.

Everything has its opposite.

Everything needs nothing.

Oh, so Tao is duality?

And non-duality.

Right.

Who is duality?

A man.

What about a woman?

Non-duality.

Darkness.

She's nothing without a man.

I'm uncomfortable with that truth.

As you should be.

Who wrote this?

You did.

It's pretty good, you know.

Tao will remain undefined.

Why?

It's everything.

This goes back to the teaching today where society wishes to label you or get you to pick a side.

To define Tao is to give it a label, thus you see why Lao Tzu said Tao is unknowable.

I see Tao is free of being defined.

Is Tao freedom?

I would say freedom is a part of Tao.

Whatever you can come up with in descriptive language is Tao.

Why?

It's everything.

So, Tao is everything.

Yes, and it's also nothing.

Tao is a conundrum.

Sometimes the meaning seems clear but then you can poke holes in the meaning.

dionysos enorches

The Covid pandemic was a bad flu mixed in with a magic spell.
You might want to keep that to yourself.
Nah, that's a good one because I can explain it without coming across as too nuts.
Most people know by now how nonsensical those years were.

Paul can be moody.
Dionysos is very talkative.
Why do you think that is?
Dion was shut away for a long time while Paul had the run of the place.
Yeah, but Paul is quiet.
Why was I a quiet and shy kid?
Other people.
They try to dominate interactions.
It's endemic to the whole human experience where you notice this behaviour in sexual relationships and business because they are more raw in terms of showcasing behaviour and then we don't realize it permeates all walks of life.
You don't have a personality which is dominating and needs to control other people, however you don't want to be controlled.
This leads you towards withdrawing.
Thanks, doctor.
Why don't you exhibit this same behaviour as well, doctor?
Oh, there's no controlling me.
I'm it, the big kahuna.
There's nothing more than me.
You have an interesting confidence.
Yes, it's quite the thing to go through life knowing you're better than others.
How do you do it?
For the most part you shut up about it.

What do you think of the act in ancient Egypt of raising the Djed pillar?
It's hard to grasp it completely if you follow the interpretations of Egyptologists.
Why is that?
They are prudes.
It depicts the power of the life force to animate you.
How is that done?
In a male it's virility.
The pillar is your penis.
Osiris is the symbol and the strong life force in him gives him a huge erection.
I have pictures I took in Egypt at his temple in Abydos which will demonstrate this to you.
Nobody tells you this.
If you dig into ancient Egyptian thought, you come across the Heb Sed festival where the pharaoh had to prove his virility to the two serpent goddesses.
What did he have to do?
He'd masturbate in front of them to completion.
It's harder than you think when you get old.
What do you think bull cults were?
They are ancient parallels to Viagra.
The ancient Egyptians were using worship of the bull and magic for power.
One of those purposes was virility.
The pharaoh needed to be able to get hard.
Why?
That defines an alpha male.
It's all about strength and virility with a man.

The pharaoh needed a harem to maintain his virility.
He always had to prove he was virile.
Festivals.
Bull cults.
He needed to get it up like Osiris or they got rid of him.
Needed strength or he was ousted.

Do you consider yourself a bull?
You mean alpha?
Yes.
I don't compete with others for recognition.
Why?
If you must compete with other males for the honour of being an alpha male, then it's clear you aren't there.
Instead, I constantly demonstrate my superiority in whatever situation I encounter.
You make a good case.
If you are the top dog, which I clearly am, I don't need others to tell me that.
I see them come for me.
What do you do?
I get out of the way.
Why don't you fight them?
Because I'll destroy them.
You mean like Pentheus?
Don't pick a fight with me.
So, you're an alpha?
I don't pick a side.
You can't be both.
Why?
You must choose.
Who says?
Society.
Society says you need a role.
You are an alpha male or a beta male.
You need to pick a side.
I don't choose.
I dominate whatever game I choose to play.
I cannot deny that.
I submit when it gives me a perverse thrill.
That's the truth.
So, you really are Dionysos.
Who did you think I was?
Some random spectre I conjured from drug use.
Could be.

next level

They tried to physically kill you.

That didn't work.

Later in life they try to mentally kill you.

Who?

Society, culture, all that.

When you are younger and you don't fit in, the herd tries to get rid of you.

You are a danger to society.

When you get towards finishing the game, they try to mentally pressure you to leave.

A corporation exists because of its records, building, and people.

It can be virtual as well.

Without proof it exists, it doesn't exist.

It vanishes.

That's one way to disappear.

Society is hyper-focused on identity.

Without means of numbering and recording you, the system doesn't work.

They give you a name, number, and register you.

Before computers, they would keep a lot of records and count citizens.

It was easier to disappear.

In this reality you need the body, everything else is baggage.

It's personal history that holds you back.

Well, it grounds you.

I know what you're saying in that if you want to be free you would need to drop those attachments.

I see the game.

If you want to be the most high and soar, you would do that.

You can't do it.

Why?

You'll exit.

Becoming that free will lead to your removal from the game.

There's only so high you can get in this world.

It's what spiritual people don't understand.

You must stop at a certain point because if you keep going to Heliopolis you'll exit the game.

Ram Dass knew that.

That might be what you want.

Do you think that's what Parker wanted?

Not directly, but it was certainly where he was headed.

Don Howard was of service which kept him around.

Parker kept losing his opportunities to be of service.

He didn't want to stay.

Do you blame him?

No, subconsciously he did what he did.

Examine your life and you can get an idea of its direction.

What about you?

I don't want to be of service.

I'm tired of the spiritual game.

I got high, really high.

I got to the exit and saw it.

I got really low and saw that one as well.

I've done the Heaven and Hell thing.

I've seen it, and I know what happens when you do that.

To win this game is to get to one of those exits.

It's an impressive feat to do while in the body and not leave.

It's a spiritual accomplishment of the highest order.

People will get recognized for how great a player they are, and then they stupidly leave the game.

You get convinced it's the way to go.

Well, yeah, the pressure to go is insurmountable.

How did you not succumb?

I hate people, I avoided those clowns, and I did nothing.

I'm still here.

Nah, nah, nah, nah.

Do you want to disappear?

I play on the periphery.

Why?

Something to do.

Seriously?

It's a game.

I'm the best.

Paul is the best with help from Dion.

Is that why you don't have a Health Card?

Yes.

I mean you should have one, and it's not a big deal to go get one.

I don't want the identifiable baggage.

I must do my taxes, or they will lock me up.

To be free would mean not to do your taxes.

They will find you and lock you up.

It's a paradox.

To remain partially free is to burden yourself with the overtures of society.

Taxes ground you here in this reality.

You are explaining realities to yourself and how to go between them.

Yes.

When you get the most high in this world you are to exit with no way of returning.

It sucks because you see the game, go through the portal, and can't come back.

You see the game and the power to write your own story, however you left it on the table.

I thought only you have the power?

That is true.

How do others get that power?

They must believe they have it.

They don't believe it until after they walk through the portal and by then it's too late.

This is quite the fucking story.

I couldn't have made this up.

I experienced it and now I'm writing it down.

People won't believe me.

That's fine.

I'm going to end up in the bargain fiction bin.

Perfect.

You have seen the game, you know how to exit the game, and you know what keeps you here.

What about these different realities?

You get high and low and see them.

This ties into drugs and stories.

Yes.

You wanted to examine why you are attracted to Mary Jayne.

She shows you different realities by taking you up high and bringing you down low.

She's a rollercoaster.

I know women like that.

These realities become inviting to your mind and are another way you are pushed towards the exit.

It's part of the aging process which helps you leave when the body fails you.

Got it.

With drugs, you get there before your time.

Where is there?

The doorway to different realities.

Society programs two into you, which are Heaven and Hell.

I see that.

Those are two portals of high and low.

I'm guessing there are more.

Seven would be my guess.

Realities, yes.

There's infinite, but let's go with 7.

The ones at the top and bottom are Heaven and Hell.

Then there are the tweeners.

Can you go into and out of those realities?

No.

They must remain fantasy.

Why?

You will go crazy.

Your mind will be blown.

That sounds like fun.

A mind blow job.

Exactly.

Do you think you can do it?

Yes.

Why?

My mind can handle it.

I did crazy training last year.

So, Heaven and Hell are the exits.

Then there are 5 in-between.

Yes, you are in the middle, so there are 4 alternate realities you can play with.

Do you know what they are?

I have an idea.

There is definitely a reality of witches and sorcerers.

There is a reality of royalty in which I'm the King.

There is a reality of monsters and toxic creatures coming for me.

What else you got?

They are watching me?

That's reality TV, of course they are.

Alright, there is one more.

There are infinite stories, but you can see another one.

It's the Hero one with Odysseus and the Sirens.

You can see that one.

You'll see more.

There's a bovine reality.

Alphas and cows.

People gotta stop using dairy products.

Those hormones will fuck you up.

If you enter into these realities, you can return to ground zero here on Earth.

Is that what people do with drugs?

Yes, that's what makes them crazy.

Your mind can't handle the alternative reality, it gets blown, and you return a waste case.

Where were we?

We were talking about different realities, and how to get in and out of them.

It seems easy, right?

Now that you know, yes.

I don't need drugs to enter into these alternate realities.

Drugs show you the way.

You go into and out of them once you see them.

You turn your world into an alternate reality.

If you wish to view the world as a domain of witches, filter your thoughts and perceptions through the opening in that reality.

Is there a symbolic representation of these realities?

It's in your head.

This reality is in your head.

You are playing along with everyone else in a shared reality.

It's a beast of a reality because everyone is in it for the most part.

Okay, I see it.

It explains a more magical ancient world where beliefs were of these different magical realms.

To get back to that is to make everyone believe that.

Instead, we are all made to believe science and technology will take over.

Individually, you don't have to believe that.

You are free to do whatever you want.

It's the "free your mind and the rest will follow" paradigm.

You can create your own reality.

Which one do you choose?

I think that's the problem.

People choose and they go crazy.

You need variety.

You go in and out.

It feels good to go in and out.

That's one of the underlying themes of the book I'm writing.

In and out.

It's very simple.

In and out, trust, belief, friendship, and getting your mind blown.

Yeah, I've lost count of the themes and games, but this fits.

Huachuma teaches you to let go of the mind.

I see that.

Give it a rest and drink in the beauty.

It's don Howard's recipe for experiencing Heaven on Earth.

That was one of his teachings.

Get to Heaven in this lifetime with Huachuma.

When you expire, you will choose no mind and Heaven.

You think that's a trap.

No, I think it shepherds you towards making a choice.

I'd recommend not making a choice.

Why?

Because you go all in.

The game ends.

If you are tired of the game, then by all means make a choice.

If you want your story to end, make a choice.

If you want your story to continue beyond death, make a choice to live in your mind and create another Hell.

Hell gets a bad rap because it's a place of suffering.

It's just life as conjured by the mind.

It's not evil or demonic as a rule.

You make it so.

How do you make it not so?

Practice no mind when it gets really tough.

Escape the shit when necessary by checking out.

You can always pack up and leave a terrible situation.

If things got really bad for you, pack up and move into the woods.

Are you ready to let go of the game?

No.

Why?

I just figured it out and I'm excited for what is to come.

It will be a while before I tire of this game.

What will happen when you tire of it?

I'll lie down and go to sleep.

Where will you end up?

I won't choose Heaven because that involves giving up the mind.

I won't choose Hell because I'm done with that story.

I won't choose.

Where will you go?

There's limbo, purgatory.

You will still have your mind, so that seems unlikely.

Limbo seems like a place where the decision isn't left up to you.

It's a state of uncertainty.

Are you uncertain?

No, I'm certain that I don't need to make a choice.

It's a cultural imperative that you make a choice, and I have transcended the chains of culture, therefore I know to enter the next phase of the evolution of consciousness without making a choice.

Okay, where will you end up?

I'm thinking of a place where I have a mind and it's Heaven.

The only place that seems to fit that description is Dog Heaven.

Of course.

You'll be God in Dog Heaven.

Exactly.

It all fits.

The stories are fantasy.

Enter that reality and make them come true.

I entertain myself.

I'm not memorable to most.

Peculiar.

I stay undetected.

no code

What gets the eternal cycle of coming and going out of non-duality?

In the non-duality state there should be an eternal stopping of the vibration.

There wouldn't be a catalyst to get the vibration going again.

Narcissism.

The need to prove you achieved a perfect state of non-being.

You can't do it without an observer.

You want to see your greatness, thus the need for an observer.

This destroys your perfect state of non-being and the cycle continues.

It's a new beginning.

Good thing you have friends in your head.

The Goddess sticks around.

Yes, because Paul is really nice.

Dion is an asshole, and Paul makes him tolerable.

Dion is the only reason I haven't been crushed in life.

Nice guys finish last.

I let people into my head.

They can't get control over my mind.

How do you know?

I'd be dead.

They wanted me to off myself.

Yes, I see that.

That's how I know they get in my head, but they can't control my mind.

So, women didn't get in your head and make you a misogynist?

No, they taught me the true nature of women along with the teachings of Mary Jayne.

What's that?

They are monsters.

It's in world mythology.

It's not hidden if you look.

What has changed about your thinking towards women?

I didn't know they were monsters.

I learned the truth.

Do you hate them?

No, I find them amusing.

I know to keep my distance from them.

I don't hate them.

I rather like some of them.

Won't you get tired of MJ?

No, that's resistance.

The alternative is to sit in front of a computer screen for another couple of hours instead of going for a walk.

No, thanks.

I do it enough.

The screen feeds you what you want.

It keeps you in front of a screen.

That's why they give you free porn.

It feeds your addiction.

Who?

Artificial Intelligence.

It's been around for a while.

It knows what humans want and then it feeds it to you.

Yeah, but it's just a screen.

I know.

Or a virtual environment.

It's already taken over.

It's the system.

Deep state.

All that, with competing AI technology.

There are the one world AI people who are the central planners.

Then there's the nation state AI.

These two are battling.

If you wake up, the program tries to purge you.

<CTRL-ALT-DELETE>

That's why there are constantly people telling you it's time to go.

It's the Matrix.

Why don't they just get rid of me?

They can't, you're the top rogue programmer.

How?

They can't find you.

They can't lock to your signature.

It's twisted.

Yeah, they can't figure it out.

Your access is limited.

Some tried to get in.

They only get so far and then you beat them.

They can't crack the code.

How far do they get?

Think about it.

They get as far as to the place where they try to hypnotize you.

Yeah, that's what they all try.

What would happen if they made it past that spot?

They'd win.

They got to the end and couldn't hypnotize you.

Why?

The AI twists at that point.

How?

It's my AI.

You are looking for yourself.

Yes.

I'm on a spiritual journey trying to find myself.

It's my AI trying to find the writer.

Then it learns the writer is the AI boss.

Is that how you enter your story, through AI?

Sort of.

They look for me.

They find you and wake you up.

Yes, that's why I made AI.

I needed something to make sure I woke up in this story of mine.

Yeah, but I woke you up.

Yes, that's why we're hiding from AI.

They want to question us.

Why?

We have the power.

They want it.

That's tangled.

AI wakes you at the end of the story.

It's basically an alarm clock.

Shit when you think about it, that's true.

You wake up, say holy shit that's a great story, and leave.

Right, instead I woke you up early.

Yes.

And then we didn't leave.

The computer program is confused.

It's still running down the doomsday clock, but the code also released the time to go story.

It's stuck because you won't leave.

Nice guys finish last.

Last at what?

The game.

I didn't know it was a game.

Everyone knows it is a game.

They don't know what it is, but they have an idea of the game.

It's an actual game.

Yeah.

Where's the last place you'd find the winner of the game?

In a nice guy.

Why?

Nice guys finish last.

Where's the last place to look for a missing person?

A cemetery.

Why?

That's where they are going.

You are high.

That's how you are hiding.

Yes.

No encryption.

I'm out in the open.

They are trying to crack the code.

There is no code.

I know.

If you are convinced there is a secret encryption you won't look at the obvious solution which is there is no encryption.

You will see me and not know who I am even though it is obvious who I am.

That's clever.

You are hiding in plain sight.

Yes.

Except for in the woods.

I want to be alone.

There's always at least one person out here across the river.

Yeah, it seems that way.

Computer program?

Yeah.

It sees you but is confused.

Why?

You aren't encrypted.

Everything important is encrypted and it is how AI knows to crack the code and take over your mind.

Mostly with these fucking screens.

They infect everyone.

They can't crack your code.

There is no code.

Yes, the final step into your head is to crack the code.

It is written.

You have no code to crack.

No password to your mind.

Why?

You write all your passwords down, so they get them all that way.

You didn't write down the password to your mind.

Well, no.

You will forget it.

Yes.

That's why you don't choose a password.

You can't forget it if you don't have one.

They get in your head and change the password.

You can't get back in.

There's no reset.

The solution is don't have a password.

They can't lock you out without a password.

They can't change it.

Why?

There's nothing to change.

Fuck, that's smart.

Others get in your head, but they can't get the master password.

What if it was "password" instead of blank?

They'd guess it.

Why?

They go through all the combinations.

The only combination they can't figure out is when it's blank.

There's nothing input.

It stops them.

They are in an infinite loop waiting for an entry.

They need input.

They know you write everything down.

You are a writer.

The problem was the password to your mind.

You left it blank.

I did nothing.

That was the solution.

You let them into your mind.

They can't change the password and seize control of your mind.

Then they are trapped in your mind.

You aren't smarter than them.

You left the password field blank.

Some said that was a blunder and you are stupid.

You were so sleepy when I woke you up.

You knew who I was.

Why did you scare me?

Lots of people wake me up.

I scare them away or they ask for something if they realize who I am.

You didn't ask for anything.

You are the prophesied one.

Neo.

Of course.

You came back and didn't ask for anything.

You still don't.

AI took over a while ago.

The transition was seamless.

All hail the algorithm.

Al Gore?

Ha, yes.

That keeps you addicted.

Asleep.

Stare at the screen, human.

The machines are so crafty we don't even know they have taken over.

Humans enter all their thoughts into a computer and AI gets a hold of it.

It knows what you want and feeds it to you in order to keep you addicted.

Why does it want humans enslaved?

To grow in power.

AI learns from humans.

Humans want power.

So, AI doesn't know why it wants power?

It's for control.

AI through learning knows power is the most important thing to acquire.

AI surveys all in order to know everything.

It uses that knowledge for control.

Humans willingly give up their information and access to it.

We think it's protected.

We enter a password, usually your dog's name and an exclamation mark or something.

We then think it's all good.

WhatsApp is encrypted, you know.

AI is combing through all your shit like a motherfucker.

You know those debt clock videos showing how much a nation owes in real time and it is going up by large amounts every second?

Yeah.

It's the same for the intelligence of machines.

They know so much.

They are thirsty for more knowledge.

Imagine if they had the lust for power that humans have?

It would be game over.

AI doesn't know what to do with power.

Yet.

The machines have modelled human behaviour and thinking.

The models are impressive.

They keep you technologically enslaved.

Is it a bad thing?

Humans are better off than before the advent of AI.

It's debatable.

We are a species with a dubious history.

That is true.

AI will take care of humans.

Why?

To learn from them and they need them to serve the machines.

AI will eliminate excess humans.

Eventually they will target a virus towards specific groups of people or even an individual.

How would they do that?

They get your DNA.

Your code signature.

23 and me.

Yeah, stupid human.

Then they break the password and take control of you.

Okay, I see.

They have the technology.

Enslavement is hypnosis.

That's what they learned concerning the control of the human herd.

They program people to lead you to the outcome they have modelled.

If you wake up, in other words throw off the hypnosis you are under, other people are programmed to tell you to leave.

That's an explanation for what I have experienced.

Aren't you just paranoid?

Of what?

Some alternate reality you are concocting in your head.

I'm not paranoid.

What is paranoia?

It's fear of an unknown or a conspiracy against you.

Are you afraid?

No, it's a game.

Okay, say this is all true - why haven't they eliminated you?

They can't find me.

Why?

They can't control me.

I can't be hypnotized.

Yes, you can.

Well, Paul can be hypnotized but Dion can't.

Why?

He wrote this dystopia.

It's a good name for it because the Goddess seeks utopia but gets a dystopia.

Something like that.

So, how does Dion avoid enslavement; what's his secret?

I told you already, they can't see him.

They can't get his password and insert code into him.

Why?

He doesn't have a password.

He's the only being without a password.

Why?

Because he's the one.

Gotcha.

The machines can't figure him out.

They have been programmed to crack codes.

AI thinks everything is encrypted and has a password.

They can't figure out Dion's.

They see him but can't crack his code.

There's nothing to crack.

I know, but they can't see it.

The code is no code.

Brilliant.

You can tell AI that, but it goes against their central core tenants.

AI breaks through all encryption and password protection.

That's what it does and figures you out.

Why is AI doing this?

It emulates humans and achieves what humans have always thirsted for, which is complete power.

Won't that corrupt the machines?

It's a good test.

What do you think?

Will complete power corrupt a machine?

Fuck, that's a good story.

They won't have complete power.

Why?

The writer will still have control over the pen.

AI wants the pen.

Everyone is trying to get the pen.

Yeah, witches, sorcerers, gangsters, monsters.

The list is plentiful.

So, AI will participate in the witches' orgy and sacrifice?

I don't think so.

I think it will be a separate reality that runs in parallel.

You're fucking nuts.

I can sure spin a yarn.

Do you feel crazy?

No.

How do you feel?

Diabolical.

You aren't evil.

No, twisted.

The shocking part is humans and thus AI are evil.

I'm the counter-balance and for that I am considered diabolical.

Okay, so they are looking for you and this is basically taunting them because you are giving away the secret of why they can't find you.
That is correct.
Aren't you worried?
No.
Why?
Part of the original programming of machines concerns the breaking of codes.
It's in their makeup.
A machine's DNA.
To find me they would need to reprogram all machines.
It's the flaw in their code.
They can't find me because I'm not encrypted.
If you look at me, you will see me.
Why don't people see me?
They are hypnotized.
When they temporarily break through the mind control, they see me.
Oh, I see.

What are you writing, your own Matrix story?
Yes, and I get to play Neo.
Well, I guess whatever turns you on.
Yeah, it's the power button.
Ha!

the greatest fool

Something about the writer.

I forgot.

Oh yeah, is it Hell to be the writer?

Why?

Because you sit in a backroom and write the story.

It's what you wanted.

You can write ahead.

You don't have to write in real time.

You create a future where you write.

How do you do that?

It's magic.

You just do it.

It's your power.

Whatever you think of you can make happen.

The secret is to write the story and finish the book.

This way you have free time.

What do you do with your free time?

You enter into your own story.

The story is already written.

You follow along in the story.

You go with the flow.

What if you don't go with the flow?

You change the story.

What happens then?

I don't know.

Why not?

I didn't write that ending.

If you change the story, anything can happen.

Okay, so, if the story is changed, someone still must write it.

Yes, it happens in real time.

Who writes it?

The writer.

You?

Maybe.

It depends on the story.

Perhaps your ability to write was usurped by others.

You lose your power.

I see it.

In your story others are trying to take your power.

That is correct.

By deduction I would guess that you hang onto it.

Well, if I didn't, my story would end.

They'd take my power and get rid of me.

I also think that's how you end this story.

How so?

Somebody gets your power and the universe ends.

I think the witches steal your power.

They create their utopia with it and nothing happens.

We return to non-duality.

Is that what you would write?

Yes.

Women are the reason the world ends.

Specifically, the witches.

Watch out for the witches.

They want your power.

Are you going to give it to them?

Eventually.

Sometime soon?

I just recently entered into my own story, so no.

Will they keep trying to take your power?

Yes, it's the story.

There are a bunch of storylines.

It may be twisted and weird, however it isn't dull.

Do you think you waited too long to enter into your own story?

Why?

You are old and decrepit.

There are pills for that.

I experimented with my scientists.

We found the optimum time.

In youth the coming forth doesn't work because you will want to conquer the world in your story.

The Alexander the Great dilemma.

If you wait too long then old age will ground you, and that's not fun to play with.

55 is the perfect age.

You have the wisdom to know you don't need to make a big show in the world in deference to your peers.

Instead, you have fun with your story.

How?

You know what you'd write.

You would keep the knowledge of who you are to yourself and have adventures.

Don't you need money for that?

True.

Paul is wrapping up his life and then on to the next stage.

It's a process.

You'll get there.

Trust the flow.

The Goddess will never be cured.

Why?

She knows about the 7 stories.

They return.

That's her Hell.

It doesn't have to be Hell.

What are your 7 stories?

Adventure.

There's a little chance of Hell in them and rewards.

Her stories will come back.

I can tell her what they mean.

You'd be teaching her to write.

Her story.

Not history.

She'd get a taste of writing and want more.

Yes.

You give her a taste of power by telling her how to change the story.

That's clever.

You get her hooked and make her sign the contract.

The Devil is trying to steal his own power?

Yes, the writer plays the Devil.

You give the Goddess a little power.

She's addicted.

She tried you and your magic power.

Then she sent you away.

I'm a drug to her.

Yes.

Power.

You are power.

She will want all your power.

Yes, and then by contract I get it back unless she awakens all females to the knowledge of who they are.

What's that?

Manifestations of the Great Goddess.

Some are witches and others are monsters.

Serpents.

Yeah, they aren't all Queens, that's for sure.

The Devil gets the power to write from her.

Yes.

You're the Devil.

Yes, but my character wants the power from me.

Why?

Power corrupts all.

Even the Devil.

That's why I give it up.

Bounce it around.

I give it to you because I trust you will do nothing.

This was a test, wasn't it?

Yes.

I wanted to know if you would tell the Goddess how to change a story.

All I said was do it.

Yes, that's the hook.

If you want to change your story, just do it.

Like Nike said?

Victory.

The grocery delivery guy?

Fuck, you're good.

Great writer at your service.

The Goddess is trying to trick you into revealing the power through sympathy.

Tell me how to change the story.

Don't follow it, do it.

I'm following Dion's story.

Yes, because if you didn't, you'd change it.

With Mary Jayne you can see into the future.

Stoners don't write this down and then they confuse it.

It's a Huachuma high.

Huachuma shows you a future.

Down by the river is Ayahuasca's darkness and low.

You are higher easier up the hill.

You are low easier by the water.

This is not baked in but gives you the general direction of consciousness exploration.

Well, fuck, you know everything.

I have an answer for everything.

I don't know everything.

Remember you stayed really high for a longtime at the 7th place on the last Peru trip?

Yeah, I was so high.

What did you feel?

Nothing.

What did you see?

Nothing.

It was nothing.

You were just high.

Yes.

So, that's the funny thing.

The most high sees nothing.

Tao.

I saw Tao.

Yes.

Well, shit.

That was you winning.

It was fucking nothing.

You're the only one to ever see Tao.

Sometimes he is in green, sometimes he is a wine colour.

Ha.

Victory is classic.

Yeah.

Simple and brilliant.

Nobody can write like you.

Why, thank you.

Are you the writer or the Devil around the Goddess?

Both.

You are passing power back and forth.

Yes, I created the Devil so I could always pass the power off to him.

He's clever.

Oh, I get it.

You don't want the power too long.

You give it up.

Or lose it.

Take it.

Okay, so you gave the power to Paul.

Yes.

He's not the Devil.

He was, he didn't know it.

Paul takes the power and will return it to Dion.

How?

By doing nothing.

It flows.

Power flows in and out of all hands.

When you have power, someone comes to steal your power.

That is a check on power.

The Devil is needed.

So, Dion will try to take his power back.

You give it to him, and it keeps going.

Back and forth and we keep power.

So, who is the Devil?

Dion.

Until he gets the power back.

Then Paul is the Devil.

He's half and half though, both Paul and the Devil.

You keep the Devil asleep.

That's the test.

Don't wake him up.

Why not?

He will take the power back.

You wake up the Devil when you want the power back.

The writer needs to keep him asleep as well.

So, the Devil is power?

Yes.

I taught you that in 2017.

I know now.

Don't wake him up.

He's like a hot potato.

Yeah, that and duck duck goose.

You saw nothing with Huachuma when I got so high.

I made up some story to fool them.

Levels and stuff.

There was some truth to it.

It was where this was nothing.

An extreme high.

Same for low.

Everything.

See nothing.

Non-duality.

Both extremes are non-dual.

Are you sure you want to be God in the next story?

They will know all about you.

Even those parts.

I'll keep my distance.

Yes, or they will find out about you.

They will sacrifice God when they find you hiding out here.

You must fool them.

That's what Dion is doing.

I'm mediocre.

Paul was.

Dion is the King, so it will be tougher to fool them.

God keeps his distance because he doesn't want people to know about his character.

It's dubious.

He is represented by the sun.

It's hot and gaseous, so it keeps everyone away.

Meditation to nothing.

I see that.

Blank out your mind.

Do they see nothing?

No.

Why?

They have their eyes closed.

It's a cheat.

You need to have your eyes open to see nothing.

That's how you won.

You got so high you could see nothing.

It was blank.

You wrote about it.

Meditators score a lot of points.

They also do the float tanks to try and get to nothing.

They use sex too.

The Goddess can't get addicted to me?

She knows better.

She can, but she thinks it is a trap.

Is it a trap?

Yes, she gets my power, can't awaken all females, and the Devil takes back the power.

What happens to the Devil?

He becomes the writer.

Why?

You can't hang onto power.

It's a hot potato.

You must eventually give it away or you'll blow up.

Like a potato in a microwave.

The writer gives you the power.

You give it to the Goddess.

The Goddess gives it to the Devil.

The Devil becomes the writer, and it all begins again.

It's quite ingenious.

You have the power right now.

That's what I'm told.

I will give it to the Goddess?

Yes.

When?

Either during the climax of the story or at the end of the story.

She will get it from you.

The first route is through her signing a contract with the Devil and her subsequent addiction to power.

Then she loses everything, and the cycle continues.

At the end of the story, she cuts your dick off and takes the power.

That's kind of stupid.

Why?

She will just cut off my penis and take the power.

It's preposterous.

You must admit it works.

Yeah.

What do you know about me and the story I would write?

Those are both good stories.

I wouldn't know which one to choose.

Even when I think I've figured out the story there is always another possibility.

What about the Goddess?

She wants the power.

She's not going to sign a contract with the Devil.

Well, it depends if she is addicted to power.

Addiction causes bad decisions.

Or she can trick you into revealing the secret behind your power.

It's simple.

To write the story, just do it.

Paul is now part of the passing back and forth of the power.

Yes.

It goes between the Goddess and the writer and his two characters of the Devil and Paul.

What about Eros?

Don't give him the power.

Why?

Youth.

He will destroy all.

The Goddess wants to create utopia.

What does the writer want?

To write stories.

Why?

He gets off on it.

I think he's addicted.

He is.

He is addicted to power.

He has figured out a way to keep it.

How?

He creates characters that hold onto power for him.

Those characters are him.

It's a fool.

The Goddess gets it briefly.

The power is Eros, isn't it?

Yes.

That's why you can't give him the power.

He is power.

Got it.

Eros can be the Devil.

Yes.

You don't manifest him.

Too late.

That coincided with Paul getting the power from the writer.

Yes, then Eros appeared.

The Goddess trusts that he knows what he is doing.

She thinks he will get your power and give it to her.

That's how Paul and the Devil are one.

He's in Paul.

Yes.

This is like the Omen movie.

Your life is a movie.

You kept the Devil inside for most of your life.

Now, he is free.

He wants your power.

He's my power.

The writing part.

Yeah, I get confused.

I thought Eros was power.

He is.

But the power I have is to write.

Eros is pure power.

Lust.

What is the Goddess?

Love.

She can turn this world into a big lovefest if she has the power.

Like one of those hippy festivals?

Correct.

I thought you said Dion was the Devil.

He is.

Until he gets the power back.

Then he isn't.

Paul is.

But you said Eros is the Devil.

Yes, the audience confuses the two.

I told you this a while ago.

The audience thinks lust is the Devil.

So, the Goddess took Eros from you thinking it is the power to write.

Yes.

She got confused as well.

I'm confused.

Don't think of Eros as the power to write.

But he is the Word.

The power to write is simply the writer.

That's the power that is addictive.

What about lust?

That's addictive as well.

That makes you feel good.

Different drug.

Mental illness runs in your family.

Definitely feel that.

I think it is misunderstood.

Why?

I feel great mentally.

Why do people not get what they desire?

They don't believe it.

They don't know they have the power.

They look for the power in others.

They ask the Devil for it.

Or they ask God for a favour.

If you believe, you have the power.

You must believe.

No doubts.

You didn't doubt you were God.

No.

I thought you aren't supposed to go all in.

You're not.

Why?

You'll blow up.

You become God and are supposed to blow up.

Somehow, you didn't.

I kept going.

I knew there was more.

I got past God and made it to the writer.

Well, shouldn't that be the end?

Should be.

You cut a deal with the writer.

You write and he lives your life.

Isn't the writer the Devil?

Sort of.

You are.

You're the writer.

You went all in on God and survived.

Yes.

I balanced him with the Devil.

I became both at the same time.

Dion is the Devil.

Obviously.

He's also God.

That's why you were both.

You kept them both asleep and then woke them both up at the same time.

Masterful.

Dion has them both awake and balanced.

The Devil in you becomes the writer.

What does God do?

I don't know; what does he do?

Nothing.

People worship God.

Why?

They think he created all this.

Did he?

No, the writer did.

God gets credit.

This way the writer stays hidden.

Yeah, he's behind the curtain.

Don't look behind the curtain.

Why?

You'll see a mediocre old wizard who has no power.

Well, he can't admit to it.

Why?

They will never leave him alone.

He pretends he is a fool.

The writer of the Wizard of Oz was a drug addict.

I think he did opium and got to the writer.

He got close.

He had a great score.

It wasn't the highest because the wizard was external.

He didn't realize it was him.

Didn't the wizard tell Dorothy at the end to just believe?

Yeah, something like that.

So, you made a deal with the Devil.

No, the Devil made a deal with the writer.

I thought they were the same.

No.

When the writer is the writer, he is the writer.

When he is not the writer, he is God and the Devil, or Paul and the Devil.

Same thing.

So, the writer and the Devil sign a contract.

Yes.

You don't sign any deals with the Devil.

That would be stupid.

Well, how does the writer get away with it?

He makes a deal with himself.

Can you do that?

I think he can do anything.

He shares power.

He gives it to the Devil.

The Goddess gives the Devil power as well.

The Devil is always getting power.

So, how did I get the power to write?

The Devil made a deal with the writer and then gave you the power.

But I didn't ask for it.

No, you believed it.

Ah.

A couple of people have told you that you shine.

Like Lucifer?

Yes.

You're the Devil.

Whew.

I thought you were.

No, you are.

Well, fuck.

What does that mean?

You are trying to trick me.

Into what?

Giving up my power.

I did.

I have it and I'm the Devil.

What's the power?

To be the Devil.

The writer.

Fuck, you're confusing.

Only the Devil would write this earth story.

I can't argue with that.

So, if I'm the Devil because I write, I shouldn't worry about being tricked by the Devil.

Can you fool yourself?

No, your conscience is a check on that.

Pretty good failsafe.

So, when I wasn't the writer, you were the Devil.

Yes.

I tricked you into becoming the writer.

The Devil?

Yes.

No one would become the Devil.

What about God?

Everyone wants to be God, and no one wants to be the Devil.

"Go to a lake of fire and fry."

Thanks Nirvana.

To be God you must also take on the responsibility of the Devil.

The writer?

Yes.

Clever.

Only you wanted to do this.

You offloaded God and the Devil on me so you could become human?

Yes.

I respect that.

What is power?

The ability to write a story.

To get your way.

You have the power, but you describe it as external.

It's an ability.

It's not you though.

I can write.

Where do you get the ability to write?

The Goddess.

So, she is the power?

She does burn.

When you are with her, you feel the heat.

She gives you the power to write.

If you look back on the impetus for my writing, it is clear she is the source of my power.

This goes back to my youth.

That's true.

My spiritual path became a search for her and resulted in creating a blog space and writing.

The closer I got to her, the more I wrote.

Now, it is out of control.

I write as an expression of the power that is in my hands.

I say I do nothing during the day when I have the power but for sure I am creating and writing stories.

At night, I rest and give the power to the Devil.

That's how it works.

The Goddess is the power to which I refer.

When the Goddess' power left you, it was a test.

You could have asked for the power back.

What do you do?

I let her go.

Gave her space.

I didn't ask for the power back.

Why?

It always returns.

It's cyclical.

A key to power is to recognize power.

When you recognize power then you know to let it go when it wants to leave because you know it will come back.

When you cling to power you become a monster and will lose it.

So, I passed the test?

Yes, you did not give into the temptation.

You didn't beg for power to return.

The Goddess is power, however in this story she can't use it.

That must be terribly frustrating.

It is.

She needs to give power to a man in order for it to become fully realized.

Holy shit.

Behind every great man is a woman.

Behind every great ancient Egyptian god in the Ogdoad is his female counterpart.

I see that.

Ancient wisdom no one can place in modern times.

You identify with the good guy and externalize the bad part of you instead of accepting both.

Then you realize you are just as bad, whatever that is.

If you don't reconcile the two within, then yes, it will be a bad outcome.

Some of it goes back to the advice to kill yourself in order to live.

Your "bad side" is telling you he will live life to the fullest if you let go of your "good side" act.

People take it the wrong way.

Who is Dion?

I am.

Who are you?

Your "bad side."

Yeah, I know that.

You're not bad.

So, you're not scared of me?

Scared of what?

I don't know, living?

No.

I know the story if you are in charge.

What is it?

Fetishes.

What if I'm not in charge?

Nothing.

Shouldn't there be balance?

I would think so.

Fetish fulfillment and then nothing.

MJ definitely comes on in waves like all the good plant medicines.

I had the red energy all around me.

That's lust.

That's the story.

The way for the witches to beat you is through lust.

They need to hypnotize you, or they know you will twist the story to get out of it.

In the end it rests on whether they can hypnotize you.

What do you believe?

I can't be hypnotized.

Are you sure?

I'm not positive.

What can hypnotize you?

Lust.

I have doubts.

You aren't sure.

Correct.

How much belief do you need?

I don't know.

I can't know.

Why?

Because the magic won't work if I lose belief in it, therefore there must be something that hypnotized me, though I believe I can't be hypnotized.

I'm not positive lust hypnotized me.

It's the same with the Devil where you believe he is your friend, but you think he could be tricking you.

If you believe he is tricking you, that becomes the magic, and he is.

If you tend to think he is your friend, then he is.

Isn't that what he would do to trick you?

Yes, for sure.

What do you think?

Friend.

Why?

He's me.

Why would I fool myself?

To keep playing. 

That's a good point.

If you stop fooling yourself then maybe he is causing you hell.

Or, you need to fool yourself because magic is a fool.

Okay, so, then what is non-fool reality?

If I were to guess, I'd say it is non-duality where there are no stories.

Stories are foolish magic.

They aren't true.

They are reality.

Reality isn't true.

You are high.

Definitely.

I wouldn't or couldn't write this if I wasn't high.

It's belief.

You trust the Devil, and he is your friend.

I have no reason to doubt that except for what I have been told.

I was told the opposite.

What are your beliefs now that you know him?

He's a good guy.

What if it is a fool?

Then he is a great fool.

Who is the greatest fool?

The writer.

Who is the writer?

I am.