It's fascinating that this is all a dream.
Story.
That definition helps with comprehension.
It is an illusion.
So is a story.
Drama, play, or game.
All acts.
Different ways to play.
Remember to play.
You can treat life as a drama or a game.
Get it?
Yes.
What about when I'm awake?
You're the writer and taking in ideas.
You'd write that you still must subconsciously write in your story.
This spills out into consciousness.
I'm full of words and write down the spillage.
Word ejaculation.
Everything is derivative of a sexual metaphor.
Seems that way.
What if cannabis wasn't legal?
I'd have to find another method of awakening.
What other methods?
Plant medicine ceremonies.
The problem is it's a cycle of work once a year with those plant medicines.
Mary Jayne is a daily dose.
It's a maintenance dose.
2.5 mg is.
That's what micro dosing is.
They want into the headspace without the crazy side effects.
I think there's an ego dissolution threshold which micro dosing won't get to.
They mistakenly think this will get them to where they want to go.
Some do it for advantage or creativity.
They want to tap into it.
The continued use of ego dissolving medicine will make you crazy.
It's by design of the medicine.
It's one of the tests to see if you can handle ego dissolution.
If you can't handle it, it's death, and you go.
That's a step too far into the abyss.
By abyss you can substitute labyrinth.
Going crazy is the key to changing your story.
You get to a point in the game where you need to change your story because you fucked up.
Right, so you go crazy and change it.
I thought you weren't supposed to change your story?
Technically, you didn't.
You did nothing, which is crazy, and so your story changed.
Yes.
You trust in doing nothing.
I changed my story with psychedelics.
Yes, by doing nothing.
You were offered it all, and you did nothing.
They are tests and by doing nothing, the teachers become allies.
How did psychedelics change my story?
They set you on the path to God which brought you here.
They woke you up.
A knock on the head.
A calling.
It's an alarm.
The bells go off and finally you answer the call or shut off the alarm.
Some do and go back to sleep.
Or, they set up multiple alarms.
Mine goes off and I get up.
Especially with the dogs.
I was good at that.
You wake up and change your story.
Then you go back to sleep.
You ignored the calls, didn't do anything, and then waited until now to wake up.
I did it naturally.
Not rushed.
So, another key is to wake up naturally.
Do you think you did that?
Yeah, it's taken a while.
It seems like a proper passage of time.
You could have woken up 11 years ago, but you took your time.
Waking up on your own time without an alarm is the flow.
You're awake, that's why no more big plant medicine ceremonies for you.
Do you wake up twice?
If you are awake, can you wake up?
It would be another reality.
Why the resistance to changing habits?
Habits are in balance.
Go to bed and wake up at the same time.
Eat regularly.
All this routine puts you back to sleep.
Being awake is crazy then.
Sort of.
You must create an imbalance to awaken, however too much and you go crazy.
By creating a container which allows you to awaken daily, you have figured out the key to your desire to win the game and simultaneously keep it going.
What is the cause of misogyny?
What can trigger it?
Women who accuse men of harbouring this condition are looking for confirmation.
I think I was correct in asserting they have a resentment of men.
It's because men are in control of the world and women want this power.
This leads to their behaviour.
The accusations of misogyny sometimes come from a vacuum.
There needs to be more balance in how women are perceived.
I was naive most of my life and though I ran into women with questionable behaviour towards not only men but other women, I still pedestalize them.
I thought men were the problem for the most part.
I think there is equal blame.
It took me a long time to recognize women are a cause of misogyny.
Their behaviour could make you a misogynist.
It's destructive and nonsensical.
I was able to accept half the blame and carry on.
Things happen before I realize it.
That is the key to not writing the story but knowing about it.
You recognize the story after it happens.
Of course you do, you wrote it.
If you could write what is to happen then you'd know beforehand.
You'd be a fortune teller.
So, that's what they have?
They recognize the story before it happens.
You recognize it after it happens.
They can't change it.
You know the story because you're the writer.
Your other half knows the story.
I can't tell you.
I'm sworn to secrecy.
You can recognize it after it happens.
All you can do is guess based on what you'd write.
First, I'd write that I live to the ripe old age of 96 and make women the ones who give me the strength to go on living because they are always trying to kill me.
I must keep on my toes.
Finally, they got me at 96.
I'd had enough of that game by 96.
The audience loves that story.
It's possible then.
I was thinking about the witch sacrifice story where I'm still relatively young.
Like 69.
I twist that story at the end.
Are those the two most likely stories?
I think so.
I could also write women out of my story.
Do you think you'll do that?
Probably not.
Really there are three choices.
Well, I won't choose because I can't.
I'll just see which one it is leaning towards.
If I had to guess I'd say the witches' story.
It's preposterous and twisted.
Plus, the witch on the hill clue the other day.
What if that was a witch planting that idea in your head?
Then it was.
Witches have all the ideas.
I found out the reason.
Good call.
It's just a guess but I think it will be the witch story.
That one resonates the most.
The old age one is good though.
What about the dog story?
There are 7 stories - the witch is one and the dog is one.
Old age isn't one?
No, different timelines.
You need stories which fit the 69 timeline.
You're an idiot.
There's a sexual metaphor.
What is it?
You are licking her big dirty cunt at the same time she is blowing you.
Thank you for the explanation.
Do you know the 7 stories?
I have the themes.
I can make out the stories and where they fit into the 7 stories.
They must have a 7 basis.
The ritual ceremony today I was close to getting it correct.
I took a step that was in the wrong direction.
I went around.
Got called out.
I think when I finish the ritual every story will be true.
Or false.
What would you write?
Odds are 50-50.
Yes, that's it.
I see.
Half the stories are true.
What if there were three?
Stories must be an even number, or they aren't balanced.
They are in an odd container.
Yes, 7 stories and inside the container everything is balanced.
That's how you balance the 7.
The odd.
You balance it with a world of 7 where everything is strangely and evenly balanced.
That's odd.
Exactly.
In this world everything will balance when you let it be.
Everything must balance.
You know how annoying it is when your table legs are not balanced?
Yes.
That was my inspiration for a lot of this book, and I made it so everything has to balance.
It was a cheap table at a pizza place which inspired a lot of this story.
Here's a question: do you think women are malicious or this is just what they do?
They're crazy because this is their normal behaviour.
It's right in your face.
This is who they are.
All marriages are doomed.
If you recognize them for who they are it will make more sense.
If you deny what a woman is then you will never understand them.
Men project a false illusion of women.
Our ignorance causes distortion in women.
When left to their own devices they revert to who they are.
They are monsters.
You are a terrible writer.
It all works though.
These monsters hide, however women see them.
I'm the hunchback laughing at this story.
That's the monster story.
You wrote all women are monsters in disguise.
That's what the makeup is for.
I bet Leviathan was a woman like Tiamat.
Yes, so Yahweh slayed Leviathan, and he became God who was worshipped for slaying the beast.
The Levi priests keep Leviathan asleep so God can reign.
That is the myth.
Eventually, the Leviathan wakes up and battles God.
Religious story here.
Story fits in the witches' realm as well.
Yes, Leviathan is a witch like the dragoness at Delphi who Apollo had to slay.
Is Apollo God then?
Sort of.
The basis of these religions was a god such as Marduk who subdues the monster to symbolize that women are monsters.
That's the deep religious understanding behind those religions.
Women are monsters.
I'm not saying this is the case; I'm interpreting myths.
They paint their faces to trick us.
We fall for it.
This story gets too stupid when I make women come from aliens who tried to emulate men but failed to get the cock correct so they don't have one.
There's no substitute for a penis.
You recognize a monster because they don't have a dick.
Well, that's true.
A shemale is a man trying to cosplay a monster.
I think the term now is transexual.
The alien story is a little much.
Women are needed to keep the game going.
You need more heroes and monsters to play.
How about we call them cunts?
Okay, you cock.
Why are we fighting?
You wrote women are monsters.
Not literally.
In some stories it's literal.
I do see the connection to their behaviour.
How does God beat the monster?
He marries her.
Give her a ring and a promise.
Men always break the promises, so that turns them into a monster.
That or kids.
Kids will turn a woman into a monster.
A big hippopotamus.
Like Tauret?
Yes.
Thus, the marriage will fall apart.
Kids or broken promises make her a monster.
Then comes the divorce.
If you don't want them to be monsters, be faithful, and don't get them pregnant.
A woman's chief goal in life is to become a monster.
Career women look for a new way to bring out the monster.
You go crazy when you believe the stories.
You go half and half in believability of the stories to survive the pressure on your mind.
You drink half and half cream to survive because it reminds you of the split.
Why is it called half and half?
I don't know.
Apparently, it's half milk and half heavy cream.
Heavy cream is 35% and half and half is 10%.
In this world 10 is half of 35.
Correct.
What does that mean?
You are being fooled.
That's the simplest answer though there must be some hidden mystery behind it.
Profits?
So, about 31% of the stories are true?
Or, the opposite.
69?
Right.
Your math is off.
It's about 28.5%.
That's like the moon cycle.
Yes, so you know these stories come from the Goddess.
Yes, I know that.
I write them.
The lunar cycle takes 29.5 days to complete.
It takes the moon 27.3 days to orbit the earth.
So, she's off?
Yes, a little off for sure.
How about this information:
A solar year is 365 days and a lunar year is 354 days long. After every 33 years, they align.
That 33 year marker to align cycles.
Just like the story I wrote at ChavĂn de Huantar tripping on Huachuma.
Half and half cream to get this knowledge reveal.
They use sex and cooking a lot.
You are satisfied and give them what they want.
I cook for myself.
Power move.
What about the death spell?
They try to bring you to the height of pleasure and then drop you over the cliff.
They want to get you lost in your own mind.
Who?
Your opponents.
Everyone else in the game.
Collectively, they are smarter.
It's you against the world.
Keep everyone separated and you win.
If humanity comes together, they will win.
So, I'm responsible for separation.
We all are.
We all want to win the game.
You won the game and kept it going.
You are awake and see the game and somehow you let them continue to play.
Yes, so I can play too.
Remember to play.
It's a major theme in my story.
I'd have to be stone dumb to not see that.
The twist at year 69 is the witch awakens just as the sacrifice is to take place.
That is what you would write.
She sees it is just a story and takes control of the story.
What will she do with that power?
Tune in to find out.
She finally gets the power and realizes she must keep you around as the writer.
She tells you what to do.
It becomes her story as long as she can keep you alive.
Instead of trying to kill you, she has to do the opposite.
She frantically tries to keep you alive with every trick she knows.
Just like her death spell, eventually you break free of her alive spell.
Shouldn't she have cast that spell first if she wanted me gone?
Yes, that was her mistake.
You'd resist the alive spell by going.
So, women who make you feel alive are dangerous?
Yes, they are either going to get you under their spell because they are what keeps you alive or they will see your demise as you fight their spell.
That's more clever.
So, what happened?
She tried to crush you, and you are alive because you broke the spell.
She will cast an alive spell to keep you alive now because she is selfish.
Yes, she is a selfish monster.
Selfishness will be revealed in all women if you take the story to its logical conclusion.
You really are a piece of shit.
A polished turd.