It is all a game to prevent boredom.
Climb the spiritual mountain and become the most high.
They will call you God.
The Bible tells me so.
That dude hung out on the top of Mount Sinai.
That's the symbolic place he chose for representing himself as the most high.
What place do you choose now that you are the most high?
The hilltop behind the community centre.
It's a modest place.
I don't want to bring attention to myself because if I do, they will definitely get rid of me.
As it is, they are only annoyed.
Play the game for the sake of playing.
You can wake up at any time and realize you don't need to play the game anymore.
The catch is if you want to stay in this reality, you must play.
Don't get attached.
Attachment curtails gameplay.
These are ways your opponents knock you off your game.
I recovered.
The game is played best when you are free.
I can see that.
Grounding you takes you out of the game.
Correct.
Too much freedom and you blow out your game.
The answer is balance.
Your responsibilities and attachments will keep you here.
When you lose them and are free, you might find it is easy to leave this reality.
I've experienced that.
The world is designed to attach you to it through the choices you make, therefore the key to the game is to head towards freedom.
This will ensure the proper balance to maintain your game as long as possible.
When you were free from a lot of attachments in early 2024 you got the notion that it was time to go.
I felt that.
Women want to control you.
They want to take away your freedom and then grant you some freedom at their discretion.
I see that.
You are perfect except for one fault.
There's no controlling you.
Sex, mind games, ultimatums, threats of finding someone else, are designed to control you.
Manipulation.
Do not get attached.
If you make the mistake of getting attached, practice non-attachment in the relationship.
Attachments are beneficial.
They prevent you from blowing out your game.
I also saw how to take attachment and make it work.
The trick is to not care.
Don't get attached and use attachment to fulfill your desires.
Is that ethical?
You are concerned about ethics?
Not really.
If you are attached and care, then you will want to possess.
I'm telling you that if you don't care you can have a great time.
You will live out all your fantasies.
That's a good deal.
Can you do it?
I can try.
Don't give a shit.
At death if you wish to play the game again you will choose Hell.
The choice won't be presented to you in that way because no one is going to choose Hell purposely.
Good point.
If you are tired of the game, you will choose Heaven.
I see that.
You are done and head for the pearly gates.
You have burned through your materialistic desires and no longer want to incarnate into a physical form.
It's a dilemma of the mind and whether you are attached to acting out your fantasies; fantasies being ruminations of the mind.
Hell is the stage to perform your act.
What will you choose?
Well, we know I won't choose.
Second of all, I woke up in this world and see the game.
I know what this is, and I have given the writer of the fantasy my physical form so he can experience what it is like to act.
So, you are thinking you are going to go to Heaven?
No, not necessarily.
As an actor given the ability to write stories, I know fantasy is better than reality.
The writer, given a chance to act, likes being out in the world and seeing what his fantasies are like when they come alive.
Aren't they Hell?
They are both.
Do you find Heaven in this world?
You can.
It's easier to find Hell.
Why?
Everyone is focused on getting ahead.
Yeah, I see that.
Desire creates Hell.
You got it.
I know that is not necessarily a bad thing.
It makes the world go round.
I thought that was gravity and spin.
That's desire.
Gravity.
Attraction.
Do you think this is just a figment of your imagination?
Sometimes.
I mean I am on drugs and society tells me drugs are bad.
I think it's a good check on this knowledge.
If this knowledge just poured into me without a container, it would get out of hand.
What is going to happen at death?
You drop the body.
What else?
Nothing.
You are free of gravity.
You are a free agent.
Don't get an agent.
Why?
They are like a financial advisor.
Don't you think they are more like a priest?
Same thing.
They tell you to do this and take this deal.
They will tell you to take the Heaven deal.
The Heaven deal is a trick of the Devil.
What?
Yes, the Devil will trick you into making a choice and stopping your game.
I thought you want to eventually stop the game?
Oh, you get tired of the earth game for sure, this level.
You move onto the next level which doesn't involve Hell.
Who is in that level?
No one.
Why?
They choose Heaven or Hell at death, or someone makes the choice for them and they are shepherded along.
Heaven is a nice place.
It's like a seniors' residence.
They take care of you.
Don't they warehouse seniors?
Yes.
That's what it is like in Heaven.
You go from one seniors' residence to another.
Well, why would you want that?
Security.
So, if I don't choose then I'm free.
Correct.
You get to the next level.
Yes, the top of the pyramid.
It is a game.
You are playing a game.
You can say you hate competition and it's all about unconditional love blah, blah, blah, but the fact of the matter is you are playing a game.
Remember to play.
You are at the point where you know it is a game, and you know how to get to the next level.
Don't choose.
I write a lot.
Yeah, you're crazy.
Anyway, in the next level it is empty, and you can bring whoever you want into it.
Sounds great.
Enjoy the rest of your stay here.
If something is real, it dies.
A belief will last forever if remembered.
Are you real or a belief?
Ha, is this a trick question?
Paul is a belief.
What's real?
My body.
My mind.
Can you pinpoint your mind in physical reality?
No, it's an idea.
A belief.
So, Paul and your mind are beliefs.
Remember your mind and you are eternal.
How do I remember my mind?
Leave clues.
Like what?
Giant fucking pyramids.
Oh.
Do you have evidence the mind dies?
No, because it's hard to quantify what the mind is.
Consciousness is hard to pin down as to its origin.
The Artificial Intelligence cadre will tell you that there is a tipping point where the awareness will go from intelligence to consciousness.
They think we are getting close and then the machines will become sentient.
You don't sound so sure.
It's their model of consciousness.
You don't agree with it?
I don't have the definitive answer.
I tend more towards idealism and that everything is mind.
It's all in your head.
You can't generate something that just is.
That's my take.
Can you further explain with what you know?
The mind generates the body.
The body is the product of earth and its environment.
The body is the vehicle which allows the mind to come into this twisted physical reality.
Why do you say it's twisted?
The twist creates gravity.
Gravity creates physical reality.
Gravity is desire, thus attraction.
It holds this reality together.
If you escape the bonds of earth, which is the ground of reality, you'll blow to pieces.
There are levels of conscious reality, and this is the physical reality where we are grounded.
Conditioning allows us to accept that something with a ground is the true reality.
So, we believe this physical reality is real.
There are other realities not subject to physical limitation that we call fantasy.
How do you access those realms?
They are stories in your head.
Everyone is given the power to write stories.
No one believes this, and so this power is left unused.
You have the power to write your own story.
The story is a fantasy.
The next quest if you get this far is how to bring that fantasy into reality.
Okay, how do you do it?
There are a couple of options.
If you don't believe you can do it yourself, you can ask someone else who has the power to do so to bring your fantasy story to life.
Who's that?
The Devil.
Wait a minute, we are mixing ideas of consciousness with religious nonsense.
I can see that, but you asked me a question and I'm giving you the answer.
So, how about you listen?
You can ask God through prayer and hope he responds.
He is a do nothing asshole, so he's going to ignore you.
If by chance you get the story you want, you will say you have been blessed by the grace of God.
True that.
You can always ask Jesus for help.
He listens.
Yeah, but in exchange you must give him a like and a follow and then go around annoying other people about him.
Does he do anything for you?
He has God's ear, so there's a possibility.
Is he the Son of God?
In a way we all are, but he has a lot of fame and that carries a lot of weight with God.
God wants to be the most high and famous.
He wants to be known by all.
Glory to God in the highest.
Indeed.
I think we have got off topic.
Yes, so to bring your fantasy realities to life is to ask God or the Devil to make it happen.
That's one way.
The Devil will make it happen, however the consequences are a little dire.
It's his role.
He's not evil.
You're evil.
He just makes your fantasy reality real if that's what you want.
It's a problem.
How do you get around this problem?
It's tricky.
Why?
It takes belief.
You must believe you are the writer of reality and can bring fantasy into reality.
How do you do that?
It's a long arduous journey, with many traps set up along the way to lay you to waste or make you run from the quest.
Can it be done?
Yeah, you did it.
What happens at the conclusion of the quest?
You get to the writer.
Is he God?
No, it's you.
Who's God?
A character in the fantasy reality.
The writer is real.
Of course, someone has to write this farce.
There's only one head writer though.
It's a race to the top of the pyramid to get there.
Everyone thinks they are trying to get to God and become the most high.
Alpha male?
Yeah.
Men are ignorant.
Alpha in Greek means one.
There can't be a bunch of alphas running around.
Any man who says they are an alpha male is a fucking poser.
Well, men think that; women are lost.
Some know about the Goddess.
Isn't she a character like God?
No, she's real.
There's the Goddess, Eros, and the writer.
Can you explain that?
No, it will take too long.
Just read my previous blog posts.
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Aren't you just trying to become famous like God and Jesus?
No, I don't care if you follow me or not.
Anyway, once you get to the writer and accept he is you, you can write whatever you want and make it come true.
Did you do that?
No.
Why?
I never would have made it to the writer if that was my intention.
Why?
He doesn't want you to change the story.
Why?
Because the story is great and it will work out for you if you leave it alone.
It's a major teaching.
You are given the teachings of Lao Tzu.
He teaches you about the flow and counsels you to do nothing.
People don't get it.
They write about it and turn Tao into something unrecognizable.
Lao Tzu was making it simple.
I think he was a stoner.
Do you think it was opium?
Didn't the British introduce that later to mainland China when they wanted to enslave them?
I think so.
Lao Tzu was around in the 6th century BCE while opium was introduced to China in the 7th Century AD by Arab traders.
I'm guessing cannabis.
It seems like a cannabis thought.
If you get far on this journey, you will be given the key to changing your story.
Instead of doing nothing and following the flow to the writer, the hero will succumb to perceived external power and change their story.
They lose.
Why?
If you change the story, you won't make it to the writer.
If you don't change your story your destiny is to become the writer of reality.
Yeah, but you don't write anything.
Well, you have already written the story of reality.
You can write fiction.
Fantasy.
That's what I'm doing.
The question was how do you bring fantasy into reality?
You already know the answer.
You write it in parallel to reality and then the Goddess weaves them together.
It happens all the time.
It's what we call synchronicities and coincidences.
The difference is you see them and know what's up.
You don't have to do anything, it just happens.
The mind creates the body out of desire.
So, you see it?
Yes.
The mind is everything, but it's all a fantasy.
The intense desire of the mind creates the physical plane through gravity.
The content of the mind is gaseous.
It coalesces into matter, and we have a plane of physical life.
Desire is twisted.Obviously.
Spiral galaxies.
When you look off into space you see the desire of the mind.
