infinite tao

There are all the spiritual disciplines to master.

The hardest discipline to master is Tao.

Why?

You do nothing.

People are doers. 

Therefore the high score is achieved with Tao.

It is a practice.

You can't get perfect Tao.

That would be perfect do nothing.

It doesn't exist.

As in there's no such thing or it's where is isn't?

What do you think?

It's perfect do nothing.

Aren't you scared to go there?

No.

Why?

Trust the cycle.

Yes, of 7.

Then it ends.

There's no more.

Nothing.

That's it, there's a double meaning.

Do do nothing.

Balance.

Tao is balanced.

There is nothing.

But nothing doesn't exist.

It's where nothing is.

There's still nothing.

Who's nothing?

Nothing exists.

Yes, nothing.

That's after 7 stories.

The stories end, there is something, the story, and something is remembered.

No one remembers nothing except for the practitioner of Tao.

Is nothing a place?

It used to be.

Will it be again?

Yes, another story.

What is after that?

The cycle of 7 stories.

It begins again.

Another book is written.

Why?

Something to do.

The Goddess gets her way at the end of every story.

That's what I would write.

There are 7 stories.

7 universes.

Realities.

They run in parallel to each other.

Entering into the next story is at birth and death.

You exit through the portal in death and leave the current story.

You enter into the new one through birth.

The Goddess is the Akhet.

She is present at birth and death.

She is the divine midwife.

The 7 stories are my gift to her.

They are not in the past or the present, they just are.

There are 7 different stories in this series.

When the Goddess gets her way in each of the 7 stories, that world comes to an end.

Why is that?

She ushers in utopia and everyone lives happily-ever-after.

That's nice.

Yes, but nothing happens.

Nothing.

I can't write a story about nothing.

That's what you have been doing.

The story of Tao is a story about doing nothing.

Yes, that's the difference.

There is nothing and then there is doing nothing.

I found a way to make the non-dual, nothing, something.

It's alchemical.

What's the formula?

Do nothing.

It's a process.

The doing is the story.

The nothing is the theme.

That and nonsense.

No meaning and absurdity.

It's all part of my devotion to the Great Goddess.

You should write a paean to the Goddess.

I did.

I wrote one 12 years ago after I first met her.

I wrote about her song of forgiveness and longing.

I mentioned I didn't understand much of what she told me.

I have searched for understanding and meaning in this world.

What have you discovered?

There is no meaning.

What do you understand?

When things are balanced, nothing happens.

A slight vibration, perchance a gust of wind, sets flapping the sails of adventure.

Who are you, Chaucer?

No, I was having a moment with words.

I am the writer of this farce after all.

It's who I am.

I'm not sure about the choice of the word flapping.

I'm not looking for comments.

Sorry.

There's power in 7.

Yes, it's the 7 stories.

People love power.

It lights them up.

Walk into a casino and see it.

Money and power.

You can easily hypnotize people with promises of power.

Promises as in a chance.

You don't make any promises with them.

You just make them think they can grab the ring.

I'll get my agent to cut a deal with them if they want power.

What's that power?

The power to change your story.

Who is the agent?

The Devil.

You are undefined.

Is that it?

Is that how I'm different?

Yeah, they want to put a label on you.

I have interests and favourites.

Does that define you?

Society wants to define you, so they can put you in a box.

A mental coffin.

You stop thinking for yourself.

To be accepted into society is to do what they want.

You don't go walking in the woods by yourself.

Gotcha.

I do.

You go against the wishes of society.

I have a job, family, and mortgage.

I play the game.

It's a fool.

I don't know, I like a nice house and to eat.

In fact I'm hoping to have a bunch of money for retirement to play within society.

I'll play along.

I'll still wander high through the forest.

They can't label you.

You are always spinning.

Women are spinners.

Yeah, I see that.

Hypnotizers.

It's so easy to be hypnotized, labeled, and fall into routine.

It's hard not to.

Recognize it and change it up.

I change interests all the time.

Why define yourself as one thing?

Why can't you just like it all?

I resolved a recent problem by doing nothing.

Then I pointed out another problem which affected the first problem.

Yes, but I didn't throw a fit.

Yeah, that was good.

Same with the bank.

I did nothing, reported the problem, and I'm getting some money back.

It's still a pain.

You took control back.

It comes with the need to jump through some hoops and problems.

At least I know I will solve the problem.

I did nothing long enough.

There's a time limit on nothing.

That's why it is not Tao.

Tao has no time limit.

Those who speak of Tao don't know Tao.

It's doing nothing until you must do something.

It's balanced until it's perfect and then it is thrown out of balance.

It is total knowledge and emptiness.

It's the opposites.

Can be.

It's the Lanzon at Chavín de Huantar.

Isn't that Dionysos?

He takes the opposites and makes them whole like no one else can.

Is he Tao?

Is he the mother of 10,000 things?

Sort of.

He writes it all into existence.

He doesn't write it all.

The rest is filled in.

No, it's just chaos.

You haven't made sense of it.

It's the Goddess' idea.

Tao is the idea and the story.

The opposites.

The two.

Yin and yang.

You are getting warmer.

Who are the two?

Eros.

Who are they?

The two.

Got it.

Tao is the two together in perfect opposition.

Ah, I see.

Yeah, it's in the symbol, Einstein.

Can you say Tao is balance?

No, because the balance is depicted as balance between a woman and a man.

Chaos and structure.

Can you say Tao is equality between a woman and a man?

No, because the equality creates a 3rd, who is Eros, and they are also the one.

Is this grammatically correct?

"They are one."

Not really in this context.

Why?

They is plural.

Not necessarily.

It's gender ambiguity and that is represented as they.

Eros can be either feminine or masculine.

Good enough.

Can you say Tao is the balance of the two opposites?

I think that's close.

Can you say Tao is nothing?

Sort of.

Explain.

Tao is everything.

It's also advice which leads to balance.

Do nothing.

Tao is also doing something.

Lao Tzu said do nothing because he observed everyone is doing something.

He was instructing his students in the way back to balance.

Can you say Tao is the origin of everything?

You can do that.

That includes nothing.

Nothing is included in everything.

Is everything in nothing?

No, there's nothing.

Is nothing an illusion?

Sort of.

It exists, but you can't see it.

Why?

There's nothing to see.

Plus, you need an observer.

What if you place an observer in nothing?

It becomes something.

Nothing, plus the observer.

So, nothing exists but we can't sense it.

Correct.

Nothing only exists in everything.

It's implied.

Why?

It's everything.

That's how everything is dual.

Everything has its opposite.

Everything needs nothing.

Oh, so Tao is duality?

And non-duality.

Right.

Who is duality?

A man.

What about a woman?

Non-duality.

Darkness.

She's nothing without a man.

I'm uncomfortable with that truth.

As you should be.

Who wrote this?

You did.

It's pretty good, you know.

Tao will remain undefined.

Why?

It's everything.

This goes back to the teaching today where society wishes to label you or get you to pick a side.

To define Tao is to give it a label, thus you see why Lao Tzu said Tao is unknowable.

I see Tao is free of being defined.

Is Tao freedom?

I would say freedom is a part of Tao.

Whatever you can come up with in descriptive language is Tao.

Why?

It's everything.

So, Tao is everything.

Yes, and it's also nothing.

Tao is a conundrum.

Sometimes the meaning seems clear but then you can poke holes in the meaning.

gravity

It is all a game to prevent boredom.

Climb the spiritual mountain and become the most high.

They will call you God.

The Bible tells me so.

That dude hung out on the top of Mount Sinai.

That's the symbolic place he chose for representing himself as the most high.

What place do you choose now that you are the most high?

The hilltop behind the community centre.

It's a modest place.

I don't want to bring attention to myself because if I do, they will definitely get rid of me.

As it is, they are only annoyed.

Play the game for the sake of playing.

You can wake up at any time and realize you don't need to play the game anymore.

The catch is if you want to stay in this reality, you must play.

Don't get attached.

Attachment curtails gameplay.

These are ways your opponents knock you off your game.

I recovered.

The game is played best when you are free.

I can see that.

Grounding you takes you out of the game.

Correct.

Too much freedom and you blow out your game.

The answer is balance.

Your responsibilities and attachments will keep you here.

When you lose them and are free, you might find it is easy to leave this reality.

I've experienced that.

The world is designed to attach you to it through the choices you make, therefore the key to the game is to head towards freedom.

This will ensure the proper balance to maintain your game as long as possible.

When you were free from a lot of attachments in early 2024 you got the notion that it was time to go.

I felt that.

Women want to control you.

They want to take away your freedom and then grant you some freedom at their discretion.

I see that.

You are perfect except for one fault.

There's no controlling you.

Sex, mind games, ultimatums, threats of finding someone else, are designed to control you.

Manipulation.

Do not get attached.

If you make the mistake of getting attached, practice non-attachment in the relationship.

Attachments are beneficial.

They prevent you from blowing out your game.

I also saw how to take attachment and make it work.

The trick is to not care.

Don't get attached and use attachment to fulfill your desires.

Is that ethical?

You are concerned about ethics?

Not really.

If you are attached and care, then you will want to possess.

I'm telling you that if you don't care you can have a great time.

You will live out all your fantasies.

That's a good deal.

Can you do it?

I can try.

Don't give a shit.

At death if you wish to play the game again you will choose Hell.

The choice won't be presented to you in that way because no one is going to choose Hell purposely.

Good point.

If you are tired of the game, you will choose Heaven.

I see that.

You are done and head for the pearly gates.

You have burned through your materialistic desires and no longer want to incarnate into a physical form.

It's a dilemma of the mind and whether you are attached to acting out your fantasies; fantasies being ruminations of the mind.

Hell is the stage to perform your act.

What will you choose?

Well, we know I won't choose.

Second of all, I woke up in this world and see the game.

I know what this is, and I have given the writer of the fantasy my physical form so he can experience what it is like to act.

So, you are thinking you are going to go to Heaven?

No, not necessarily.

As an actor given the ability to write stories, I know fantasy is better than reality.

The writer, given a chance to act, likes being out in the world and seeing what his fantasies are like when they come alive.

Aren't they Hell?

They are both.

Do you find Heaven in this world?

You can.

It's easier to find Hell.

Why?

Everyone is focused on getting ahead.

Yeah, I see that.

Desire creates Hell.

You got it.

I know that is not necessarily a bad thing.

It makes the world go round.

I thought that was gravity and spin.

That's desire.

Gravity.

Attraction.

Do you think this is just a figment of your imagination?

Sometimes.

I mean I am on drugs and society tells me drugs are bad.

I think it's a good check on this knowledge.

If this knowledge just poured into me without a container, it would get out of hand.

What is going to happen at death?

You drop the body.

What else?

Nothing.

You are free of gravity.

You are a free agent.

Don't get an agent.

Why?

They are like a financial advisor.

Don't you think they are more like a priest?

Same thing.

They tell you to do this and take this deal.

They will tell you to take the Heaven deal.

The Heaven deal is a trick of the Devil.

What?

Yes, the Devil will trick you into making a choice and stopping your game.

I thought you want to eventually stop the game?

Oh, you get tired of the earth game for sure, this level.

You move onto the next level which doesn't involve Hell.

Who is in that level?

No one.

Why?

They choose Heaven or Hell at death, or someone makes the choice for them and they are shepherded along.

Heaven is a nice place.

It's like a seniors' residence.

They take care of you.

Don't they warehouse seniors?

Yes.

That's what it is like in Heaven.

You go from one seniors' residence to another.

Well, why would you want that?

Security.

So, if I don't choose then I'm free.

Correct.

You get to the next level.

Yes, the top of the pyramid.

It is a game.

You are playing a game.

You can say you hate competition and it's all about unconditional love blah, blah, blah, but the fact of the matter is you are playing a game.

Remember to play.

You are at the point where you know it is a game, and you know how to get to the next level.

Don't choose.

I write a lot.

Yeah, you're crazy.

Anyway, in the next level it is empty, and you can bring whoever you want into it.

Sounds great.

Enjoy the rest of your stay here.

If something is real, it dies.

A belief will last forever if remembered.

Are you real or a belief?

Ha, is this a trick question?

Paul is a belief.

What's real?

My body.

My mind.

Can you pinpoint your mind in physical reality?

No, it's an idea.

A belief.

So, Paul and your mind are beliefs.

Remember your mind and you are eternal.

How do I remember my mind?

Leave clues.

Like what?

Giant fucking pyramids.

Oh.

Do you have evidence the mind dies?

No, because it's hard to quantify what the mind is.

Consciousness is hard to pin down as to its origin.

The Artificial Intelligence cadre will tell you that there is a tipping point where the awareness will go from intelligence to consciousness.

They think we are getting close and then the machines will become sentient.

You don't sound so sure.

It's their model of consciousness.

You don't agree with it?

I don't have the definitive answer.

I tend more towards idealism and that everything is mind.

It's all in your head.

You can't generate something that just is.

That's my take.

Can you further explain with what you know?

The mind generates the body.

The body is the product of earth and its environment.

The body is the vehicle which allows the mind to come into this twisted physical reality.

Why do you say it's twisted?

The twist creates gravity.

Gravity creates physical reality.

Gravity is desire, thus attraction.

It holds this reality together.

If you escape the bonds of earth, which is the ground of reality, you'll blow to pieces.

There are levels of conscious reality, and this is the physical reality where we are grounded.

Conditioning allows us to accept that something with a ground is the true reality.

So, we believe this physical reality is real.

There are other realities not subject to physical limitation that we call fantasy.

How do you access those realms?

They are stories in your head.

Everyone is given the power to write stories.

No one believes this, and so this power is left unused.

You have the power to write your own story.

The story is a fantasy.

The next quest if you get this far is how to bring that fantasy into reality.

Okay, how do you do it?

There are a couple of options.

If you don't believe you can do it yourself, you can ask someone else who has the power to do so to bring your fantasy story to life.

Who's that?

The Devil.

Wait a minute, we are mixing ideas of consciousness with religious nonsense.

I can see that, but you asked me a question and I'm giving you the answer.

So, how about you listen?

You can ask God through prayer and hope he responds.

He is a do nothing asshole, so he's going to ignore you.

If by chance you get the story you want, you will say you have been blessed by the grace of God.

True that.

You can always ask Jesus for help.

He listens.

Yeah, but in exchange you must give him a like and a follow and then go around annoying other people about him.

Does he do anything for you?

He has God's ear, so there's a possibility.

Is he the Son of God?

In a way we all are, but he has a lot of fame and that carries a lot of weight with God.

God wants to be the most high and famous.

He wants to be known by all.

Glory to God in the highest.

Indeed.

I think we have got off topic.

Yes, so to bring your fantasy realities to life is to ask God or the Devil to make it happen.

That's one way.

The Devil will make it happen, however the consequences are a little dire.

It's his role.

He's not evil.

You're evil.

He just makes your fantasy reality real if that's what you want.

It's a problem.

How do you get around this problem?

It's tricky.

Why?

It takes belief.

You must believe you are the writer of reality and can bring fantasy into reality.

How do you do that?

It's a long arduous journey, with many traps set up along the way to lay you to waste or make you run from the quest.

Can it be done?

Yeah, you did it.

What happens at the conclusion of the quest?

You get to the writer.

Is he God?

No, it's you.

Who's God?

A character in the fantasy reality.

The writer is real.

Of course, someone has to write this farce.

There's only one head writer though.

It's a race to the top of the pyramid to get there.

Everyone thinks they are trying to get to God and become the most high.

Alpha male?

Yeah.

Men are ignorant.

Alpha in Greek means one.

There can't be a bunch of alphas running around.

Any man who says they are an alpha male is a fucking poser.

Well, men think that; women are lost.

Some know about the Goddess.

Isn't she a character like God?

No, she's real.

There's the Goddess, Eros, and the writer.

Can you explain that?

No, it will take too long.

Just read my previous blog posts.

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Aren't you just trying to become famous like God and Jesus?

No, I don't care if you follow me or not.

Anyway, once you get to the writer and accept he is you, you can write whatever you want and make it come true.

Did you do that?

No.

Why?

I never would have made it to the writer if that was my intention.

Why?

He doesn't want you to change the story.

Why?

Because the story is great and it will work out for you if you leave it alone.

It's a major teaching.

You are given the teachings of Lao Tzu.

He teaches you about the flow and counsels you to do nothing.

People don't get it.

They write about it and turn Tao into something unrecognizable.

Lao Tzu was making it simple.

I think he was a stoner.

Do you think it was opium?

Didn't the British introduce that later to mainland China when they wanted to enslave them?

I think so.

Lao Tzu was around in the 6th century BCE while opium was introduced to China in the 7th Century AD by Arab traders.

I'm guessing cannabis.

It seems like a cannabis thought.

If you get far on this journey, you will be given the key to changing your story.

Instead of doing nothing and following the flow to the writer, the hero will succumb to perceived external power and change their story.

They lose.

Why?

If you change the story, you won't make it to the writer.

If you don't change your story your destiny is to become the writer of reality.

Yeah, but you don't write anything.

Well, you have already written the story of reality.

You can write fiction.

Fantasy.

That's what I'm doing.

The question was how do you bring fantasy into reality?

You already know the answer.

You write it in parallel to reality and then the Goddess weaves them together.

It happens all the time.

It's what we call synchronicities and coincidences.

The difference is you see them and know what's up.

You don't have to do anything, it just happens.

The mind creates the body out of desire.

So, you see it?

Yes.

The mind is everything, but it's all a fantasy.

The intense desire of the mind creates the physical plane through gravity.

The content of the mind is gaseous.

It coalesces into matter, and we have a plane of physical life.

Desire is twisted.
Obviously.
Spiral galaxies.
When you look off into space you see the desire of the mind.

go with the flow

Wake up and know.

Never lose who you are again.

It's a key to the question of eternal life.

We all have eternal life because we are all part of the mind at large.

The mind at large is everything.

This splinters into infinity and the result is creation.

It's a cycle.

Is it a personal cycle?

What do you mean?

It's always present where the vibration just is, and the concept of time fools us into thinking it comes and goes.

The vibration is both at once.

It is infinite and it is all.

We create a timeline and plot out a continuous cycle of coming and going.

We walk the eternal path of the great vibration.

The path exists in its fullness and completeness.

It doesn't need time to unfold.

It already is it.

I haven't been high for a month.

Well, you are awake.

You aren't going back to sleep.

You'd have to short circuit your brain in order to do that.

How would I do that?

A lobotomy or incapacitating drugs.

Gotcha.

Now that you know, you have eternal life.

You always had eternal life, but the lapse in awareness of who you are creates the impression you are a one off.

Yeah, most people are convinced they are a random occurrence and are desperate for some kind of afterlife.

The fraudsters and tricksters among us use that to their advantage and create institutions that will grant the desperate among us eternal life.

Have you ever examined religious institutions?

Yes.

What do you see?

They are ungodly wealthy.

It's a good business they have going.

You don't need them.

All you must do is wake up.

Once awake, you will see.

Nobody knows this though.

I know some people have awakened.

How come they don't know this?

Power.

When you wake up the fear gets most, and they go back to sleep.

If they keep going, they get clarity.

When you get clarity, you see you are in control.

That's power.

The temptation is too much, and they don't move past power.

If you can manage that, you see it all.

Don't you see death?

Yes.

Doesn't that scare you?

It's tough.

At the outset of the journey the expectation is you will live to be a wise elder and go gracefully into the night.

Instead, death knocks on your door.

People start dying around you.

My dog died.

I wondered if life was worth it.

It was a tsunami of sadness and death and then externally and internally you are told it is time to go.

Oscillation describes the continuous cycle that powers the world.

The flow returns all to balance through oscillation.

When the alternating current comes to a stop, all is one again.

Non-duality.

There is nothing.

If you do nothing, you will return to nothing.

When you do something, everything comes apart in duality and the story plays out.

The story is part of the flow.

The flow consists of doing something and doing nothing.

The flow is created by doing something.

Doing nothing will return the flow to its state of nothing.

The flow is nothing.

The flow is put in motion by something.

All is the flow.

The watercourse teaches that energy will seek the path of least resistance.

The flow is lazy.

The flow is smart.

The flow just is.

Why would you go against the flow?

Because you are struggling to tell your story.

You want to be greater than the story.

You want to deliver an outstanding performance in order to be recognized.

Who do you want to be recognized by?

The writer of the story.

Why?

To be ensured you will get a part in the next story.

Is he going to write another story after this one ends?

Yes, he will write the 7th story.

Those who have been granted eternal life by the writer want in the 7th story.

In the 6th story, he wrote that the elites figured out a way to live forever, however they are trapped in the 6th story.

It's hell.

That story ended and they are trapped in it.

They can't leave and they roam around the universe in their rocket ships looking for civilization.

So, the 6th story doesn't end?

It will end, however some actors are trapped in it.

Who is in the 7th story?

Dogs, Paul, Hitler, and Trump for sure.

That's quite the list.

My friends will be there and my adversaries as well.

Pretty much anyone I know.

I'll write a good story, incorporating some elements from the previous stories.

All writers do this, though they must make it fresh.

The character of Paul will be God, won't he?

I don't like plans.
Why?
It's a trap.
Everything is constantly changing; therefore, you go with the flow.
The flow doesn't make plans.
The flow adapts to each situation with grace.

I am thinking about what people do with their time.
Why?
It seems meaningless.
If that's what you want.
You can do something that has meaning.
That involves being of service or improving your own self.
Both of those activities make you feel good.
Are they rewarding?
If you think so, yes.
You can fool yourself into thinking that.
What if the best thing for someone in this lifetime is to suffer?
What if that is the catalyst towards them waking up?
You come along and help them, so they don't suffer as much.
You prevent them from waking up, which will get them off the ceaseless cycle of coming and going.
Suffering is most likely their ticket out of here.
What if they like it here?
Then they will be attracted to another ride on the merry-go-round.
That seems like a gamble.
Certainly.
You could respawn in a third world country, go to war, or be a subjugated woman.
Maybe you'll be born in Saskatchewan to a nice middle class family.
You have no say.
It's the flow.
The flow will give you what you need, not what you want.
I thought the flow just flows?
It does.
The flow for everyone will lead to your awakening if you let it.

Am I wasting time?
Does it feel like that?
Sometimes.
I have noticed I get up in the morning and don't really contribute anything to life.
You write about it.
I do spend a large chunk writing about my predicament.
Does that have value?
No one reads it.
What if they did?
It's the most valuable thing in the world.
Why?
It will lead to your awakening.
What will that get you?
Eternal life.

Why are you more creative with Mary Jayne?

Creativity is a flow state.

MJ puts you in the flow.

You are amazing teachers.

The curriculum is impeccable.

When you do, do it impeccably.

MJ teaches you to flow.

All the spiritual outfits know it.

They teach the flow.

Then they go against it when they get power.

What does MJ lead to?

Waking up in the flow.

I was on my way.

She puts you in it.

People go to the sauna and cold plunges to reset.

They try and get back in the flow.

They know the flow is where they want to be.

They never stay in the flow.

They get power, use it, and it causes an imbalance.

Why would I resist MJ?

Because you are in the flow.

She took you to the flow and you separated.

MJ takes you to the flow, but she doesn't stay.

Why?

She will stone you.

If you stay with the Goddess, the story ends.

Adventure happens away from her and then trying to get back to her.

Once you get her, you must let her go or the story stops.

What about MJ?

Take a break.

Get out of balance a bit.

She leads you back to balance.

You aren't constantly high.

Fuck, no.

You know balance.

That's the key to addiction.

Yes, MJ stones.

With all potential addictions you let them lead you down the path to addiction and then you resist them.

You mean do nothing.

Yes.

That's the resistance.

Doing nothing.

Lao Tzu was a drug addict.

He tells you how to use them to uncover the mystery and then how to not let it be your doom.

You ride the flow to the writer.

You become the writer.

You do nothing.

You see, to win the game of flow is to do nothing.

I did nothing.

You won.

I figured I won.

What am I doing now?

Nothing.

Fucking around.

Getting old.

Playing with others.

I see.

Lao Tzu was a heavy drug addict who figured out the game.

He told everyone the secret.

No one practiced what he preached until you came along.

A do nothing asshole, and you win.

Those who know Tao, don't speak about Tao.

That would be doing something.

They write about it.

Lao Tzu gives you the clue to who it is you are looking for.

Those who know Tao, write about it.

Holy fuck.

The couple hours in the woods are priceless.