The tricks and illusions sent your way were a test to see what are your intentions.
The darkness tried to trip you up many times.
Confuse you.
Offer you power.
Get you enamoured with power, and you forget the whole reason for doing the spiritual trip.
You passed the tests and didn't become mesmerized with your glorification.
You remained mediocre.
That's the key - embrace mediocrity.
You weren't fooled by the trapping of power and the gifts of the spiritual climb.
So, I'm through?
You reached the summit of that climb.
The power is yours if you want it.
Nah, I'm good.
You shouldn't be here.
Like literally, you should be somewhere else.
Yeah, what happened?
Dionysos stopped the story.
Why?
It was getting out of control.
It was going to blow.
Yeah, for sure.
What a clusterfuck.
So, Dion wanted to keep playing?
You both did.
Well, I don't know; I think I wanted to blow up.
I kept walking towards that outcome and Dion encouraged it.
Then he stopped the game at the end of the path.
Seems to be a trust he will do that.
Why did he stop it?
He wanted to see how far you'd go and then when he saw it, he realized you're the one.
I'm Neo.
For sure.
Why would the writer give up a character who is playing the writer?
You are the one who can play the writer.
I can play with the writer and play the writer.
Yes, you're it.
Dion wanted to keep that character around.
Yeah, so now he is going to have that character play God in the sequel.
The character of Paul is great.
Some say the greatest.
God is kind and caring.
What a fool you are.
God knows who he is.
A degenerate?
Of course.
Strange dream last night taught me that in order to escape that reality, wake up.
Don't go back to sleep.
So, if you want to exit a situation or simulation, just wake up.
Well, if you want to get out of the whole mess that means a total awakening which would be death.
Death kills the reality dream.
What if you want to only change part of the dream?
Then you must petition the Devil or God to change your story, so you do that and stay in this reality.
You know to let it be and follow your story because you know it will work out.
That seems to be part of the lesson.
This is all part of your story.
Now you see it, you wake up and are supposed to go.
There are methods for awakening and when you get there then you go.
Except you.
I'm exceptional.
Fuck, for sure.
You're going to ruin it for the others.
Why?
Because you are still here, and you know the game.
You figure it out and now you are going to tell everyone don't wake up or it's time to go.
I can tell them not to go.
They don't have your mind strength.
They'll go.
So, you will tell them not to wake up.
No, you just send them on a different path like in the labyrinth.
Get them lost for a bit.
That's the secret about the spiritual path.
Yes, it's a killer.
You can look at this as gravy time as you were supposed to go.
Parker is waiting.
Yeah, he went.
He took a lot of psychedelics.
Ram Dass tells a story about an acquaintance who reached that state and blew up.
It was a warning he was issuing.
Ram Dass comforted the dying.
He was a death doula; it was his path of service so he could remain.
He was a bodhisattva.
You spaced out your awakening and then found Mary Jayne.
MJ shows you what's going on.
She took away the confusion of waking up.
It's overtime.
I'm going to go for a skate.
The dream is over, or has it just begun?
Part of the story was waking up in this dream, knowing how to leave the dream, and staying.
The answer to leaving is obvious.
Yes, but for most it's suicide.
Nobody wants that but that's why they do it.
Their minds aren't strong.
You must be able to withstand the tests.
Don Howard never said what those were?
Well, obviously.
They are always looking for the one who can pass the tests.
Neo.
Mediocre Neo is the one.
Whatever happens, happens.
You should be dead.
How would they get you to go now?
You are already awake, and the past is gone by where I was supposed to go.
It's come and gone.
If you do something stupid.
That's a possibility.
In 2024 you were supposed to go, end the dream, and spare others the suffering.
Instead, you let it happen.
I did nothing.
The longer it goes on, the more suffering and revelations.
Yeah.
Oh, well.
Some would want you to end the drama and some to keep it going.
Especially the rich kids.
Do nothing.
Done.
Being alone in the woods mimics waking up.
Everything disappears.
All your troubles, hopes, and dreams.
It was all a story.
You make another story to rejoin your friends.
When your friends start to leave you see it's okay to go.
That's why you make new stories in the dream.
The key to being awake in the dream is to continue making stories.
By default, we do it while sleeping.
While awake you do it to stay around.
I was having a hard time getting to the conclusion of the dream last night and then it kept getting weirder.
Finally, I woke up and then realized it was done.
That dream was telling you about waking up.
The Akhet is where you bridge the two worlds of awakening and dreaming.
We are born in the Akhet and pass there as well.
The Great Goddess holds the keys to transformation.
It's the threshold you cross where the veil is put over you or removed.
Death in the west removes the veil and you see what it was you were doing.
Dreaming a story into existence.
Birth in the east places the veil over you so you don't know it's a dream.
It's a dream.
You can play along now if you'd like.
The danger is over.
What was the danger?
Waking up.
If you pursue meaning in some spiritual quest and you wake up, then you must go.
That's the natural flow of life.
So, I came out of the flow?
Yes.
How did I do that?
You did nothing.
Doing nothing is the flow.
Yeah, how absurd.
The secret to waking up in this world and not going is a puzzle.
An absurdity.
As always you have the answer, and it is to do nothing.
You bypass the natural flow by going with the flow.
Everyone fights death.
When it's time to go, we all try to avoid it.
You didn't avoid any of the signs telling you to go.
Some were literal.
People told me to go.
Yet, you did nothing.
I practiced all my life.
Now, here you are.
I'd almost think I'm invincible.
By doing nothing you can keep the game going.
A stone Buddha is awake and has no stories.
Like being stoned.
Samadhi.
He needs a prince to wake him up.
He's the prince.
I see the problem.
When people see you when you are awake, they tell you to go.
That's why I want to hang out in the woods by myself.
Plus, the animals are friends.
What's the 4 about?
I don't know, I forgot.
Dosage.
Different vibration today.
Yes, good knowledge.
If you take a day off from the lessons, you might miss something good.
Yeah, trust in the flow though.
I mean you'd drive yourself nuts trying to figure out an optimal dose from each day to get that piece of knowledge you are seeking.
What knowledge are you seeking?
I don't know.
I'll know when I see it.
The last stop on the awakening pilgrimage is Heaven's Gate when you are ready.
You went there in 2020, but you hadn't fully awakened.
They were supposed to take you there in 2023 but there was a detour on the day, and you declined the propellant.
That was Dionysos at work steering you past the rocks that were meant to hasten your passing.
You know when you see those events that look like a sacrifice and it now takes a short time to see them, well, the Heaven's Gate sacrifice took a while to see.
Yes, because I wasn't awake and couldn't see it, or see how my magic got me through it.
You avoided it on the 7th leg of the 7 stops while on your 7th trip to Peru.
It was a triple 7 where you should have hit the jackpot of awakening.
Well, I did, and I woke up because I went to the edge, but I never took the leap.
It's the last step.
The flow took me somewhere else.
Yes, that's your story.
You awaken in this world and then you find out that your story was to not only awaken, but to stay in the story.
Is that why don Howard asked about lucid dreaming?
Yes.
He knew that was the answer to the riddle of awakening.
He gave you the answer on the first questionnaire and then when you do the quest you see that's how you awaken and stay.
Did he do that?
Yes, he became of service and tried to be impeccable and give back.
That was his deal.
Who did he make the deal with?
The spirit within he awoke.
Did he know who he was?
He called him the Great Spirit.
He externalized him.
You know the Great Spirit.
Yeah, it's me.
There's nothing special about him except that he is the writer of this drama/comedy/tragedy.
Conceptually, he feels different but that's due to conditioning.
He's me.
Don Howard recognized don MartÃn knew of the Great Spirit and so he talked highly of him.
When you awaken the Great Spirit, you must externalize him and do what he asks.
I got it.
You awakened him, befriended him, treated him with respect and an equal.
Your studies took you to a place where you realized it was you.
That's how you do it.
You can teach that if you want.
The Peyote people aren't teaching that.
They get you hypnotized to the fire which reveals the Great Spirit.
He's external in their cult.
You are correct in that they give away their power.
That's how I felt that night when I was astounded that people gave away their power.
Yes, because you know that power is within us all and we give it away.
Do you have all the answers?
No.
I have the answers that everyone is looking for.
Plus, you still have your sanity.
Let's not get ahead of ourselves.
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