Thinking about the body and realizing in a body you spend most of your time caring for your body.
When you incarnate into a body you are tasked with maintaining physical life through the body.
My view of the body is that it is your vehicle for this ride and for some reason I finally noticed that you spend an inordinate amount of time on the body.
Food, shelter, and maintenance.
Cleaning the body.
Decking it out in the latest fashion.
As you age the parts get worn and torn.
Teeth are a big one.
The eyes start to go.
You develop sexual dysfunction.
My knees hurt.
I get up in the morning and take care of the body's need to pee and then make coffee to kick start my day.
Then I must eat or I will feel terrible.
I will then lie down in the afternoon for a little rest.
I go for a walk to stay active.
Eat again.
Sleep.
When not tasked with some core bodily responsibility, I will engage in pursuits of the mind.
From this perspective, I start to wonder in regard to not having a body.
Freedom for the mind seems to be such a relief.
I can spend all my time lost in my mind.
When you think of it that way, death is viewed as liberation.
Well, why would anyone want life in a body?
Novelty and a chance to physically experience what can only be thought of with your mind.
Your mind will pull you towards physical manifestation.
It's a lot of work.
It's not that long and you are out.
We have a tendency to cling to the body.
It's understandable because we don't know what is beyond the body.
It's a guess.
In your case you have reasoned it out, but you don't know.
Do you think you will ever know?
Not 100%.
I have lost the ability to remember what it is like without a body.
Why do you think that is?
Because when times get tough, you'd kill yourself.
There would be a pandemic of suicide.
So many people would check out.
Why?
Life is hard and can fill you with despair.
You need family and friends to help you through it along with community.
Yes, but those institutions prevent you from seeing through your incarnation.
You get lost in your life.
Yeah, it's quite the game.
The pull towards the amusement park of Maya should come with a warning.
You seem pretty sure about the nature of this illusion.
It's seriously fucked up.
What do you mean?
It's well crafted, so for the most part you have no idea about it.
The fucked up part is when you start to see through it, strange things start to happen that defy expectations and the logic you pin upon the physical reality we live in.
I've seen through it.
Why don't you leave?
It's because I know what a struggle life is, and I want to now go through this incarnation with the blinders off.
I want to see how this all works and write about it.
Wouldn't that set off alarm bells at the carnival?
Yeah, they want you gone once you figure it out because you are dangerous to the wellbeing of others in that you'll give away the show.
Outfits such as Hinduism will give you clues to what it is you seek.
They steer you towards Maya, illusion, and your nature.
Somebody knew the game and encoded it into their way of life.
To not destroy society, they emphasized stages of life where it is acceptable to start seeing through the veil.
Once you are old and retired you are encouraged to enter the forest and get an idea of the game.
Vanaprastha.
By that time, it's safe to allow you that knowledge.
Plus, when you are younger you are too ensconced in the game to want to figure it out.
It seems tragic for some who figure it out and then must leave the game early.
Why don't you become a Hindu or Buddhist?
Those systems are cultural and designed to hold society together.
They are ways of life which withhold the truth until you get older because if you understood the teachings when you were younger you wouldn't play the game of life.
They divide your life into stages.
In Hinduism they assign you a caste.
Yes, because society needs to be orderly and continue to function.
They took the ability to shepherd like-minded people into a way of life and designed a system which honours your incarnation, and you fulfill a role in society which then allows those who come after you to experience what you had the opportunity to experience.
You pay it forward.
So, you are saying what I'm doing would be frowned upon?
Yes, you woke up and are letting others know what the illusion is.
Yeah, but nobody listens to me or reads my writing.
You have quite the game going on.
Is what I am doing wrong?
No, I could argue it's necessary.
Why?
The illusion has run its course.
Humanity has devolved into societies run by greed and oppression.
Awakening to Maya could end the project or have the opposite effect where we come together in a shared experience for all.
Well, for that to work you'd have to convince people of the illusory nature of reality.
You think you can do that?
No.
I'm examining death where you see the white light and the two goddesses.
The illusion you see through at death.
Briefly.
Then you're off.
In the case of the religious, it's Heaven.
Yes, and they forget about the goddesses.
Like the brain surgeon who wrote a book called "Proof of Heaven" with the Goddess and butterflies.
She isn't always a serpent.
She has many different forms.
She showed me.
You see her and then forget.
Why?
She hypnotizes you.
The brain surgeon wrote about her and then didn't mention her again.
He ended up in church.
I am not sure you blame him.
His mind was returned to his body, and he forgot about the Goddess.
You remember her at birth and death.
Forget about her the rest of the time.
Why?
The illusion.
She's the illusion.
You forget the illusion.
Why was she worshipped before?
She was honoured and people believed in magic.
Then we became rational and didn't like the idea of the Goddess.
Why?
She reminds us it's an illusion and about our impending death.
We wanted to think this is reality and not think about having to leave.
The Goddess would prepare you for death.
You will see through the illusion and leave.
She softens the experience.
I have seen through it and I'm still here.
You should be gone.
How did you do it?
I worshipped her.
There was no reason to, I was drawn to her.
I looked for her.
I found her.
I worshipped her.
The illusion is a gift to her children.
Why the illusion?
To play.
Who are her children?
Characters in the story.
Everyone is born from the mother.
They are her ideas.
The writer makes them come alive.
How?
He writes the story.
Action.
After birth you see her again at death.
In between you play.
Don't get stressed out.
Remember to play until she calls you home.
She will drop you in the next illusion.
No, she won't.
You do it to yourself.
You are hypnotized because you allow it.
Yeah, but you are not supposed to be in the carnival without being asleep.
She snaps you out of it when it's time to go.
She didn't snap me out of it.
You did it on your own.
She still comes for you.
It's part of the program.
It's fascinating.
The Red Lady.
Serpents.
White lights.
Witches.
Thoughts of it being time to go.
People telling you to leave.
They go overboard when you don't leave.
You fucked up the program.
I'm playing along.
It's a hard game.
It's challenging and fun.
I always play to win.
If you don't care, why not reveal it all?
Expose yourself.
Because that's a crushing defeat and you must leave.
My strategy is to keep playing.
No one can understand you.
People aren't ready for your knowledge.
They will not understand.
My blogspot is a 12 year gradual exploration of consciousness and then I go off the deep end.
In 2015 with Huachuma you were left wondering what is this?
You mean when I was vibrating like crazy.
I didn't have much of a clue about what was happening.
I had knowledge and no understanding.
I figured it out 10 years later.
You could have easily died, heart attack, dehydration.
How do you know you're not dead?
If I died, would I continue my life?
Yes.
That's how you do it.
That's how you keep playing.
Everyone leaves for someplace.
You leave and respawn in the same spot.
Why?
You do nothing.
So, I did die.
Obviously.
If you do nothing and don't leave, you're good.
You can stick around.
What if I don't want to stick around?
Wait for the illusion to dissipate.
Wouldn't that have happened then at Heaven's Gate?
No, that was a sacrifice to get rid of you.
Why?
You have the power.
What?
Something about eternal life.
Yeah, you just do nothing at death.
Okay, say you died, and your mind is fooling you.
Then it tricks you into thinking the Goddess causes the illusion, but it is you creating the illusion.
Why would I do it?
So, you can create your own world.
You can.
You grab the ring and write.
I could make my own story right now.
Aren't you?
No.
How do you know?
These mosquitoes are pissing me off right now while I'm trying to write this down.
You see through it.
It's not my story.
There are no mosquitoes in the woods in the summer in my story.
Are you sure?
Yes, I have contemplated using magic twice now to get rid of them.
Mosquitoes help me see her illusion.
They are bad today for some reason.
Lesson plan.
I walk up here because the mosquitos are really bad at the river.
What about Jack?
What about him?
Would he be in your story?
No.
Why?
He wants power.
Plus, I wouldn't need him in my story.
Why?
I would have no need for his magic beans.
True.
So, you need Jack.
Yes, he reminds you it isn't your story.
You are not lost in your mind.
Ah, clever.
It's Jack and mosquitoes.
In a world without them, you know it is your mind playing a trick on you.
I trust Dion, so that's the third clue.
Jack, mosquitoes, and trust.
Do you think that's unconditional love?
Yes, it's trust.
You are making me cry.
If there are no mosquitoes in summer, it's your illusion after an NDE.
If I had died and created my own illusion I wouldn't have sentenced myself to twenty years on the GO Train.
That's true.
That was my punishment for sure.
I went deep into this path because of that train.
They do want to get rid of you.
Who does?
Everyone.
They all have a motif.
Yeah, they do.
They all want you to go.
Leave your worldly possessions behind.
They take what is theirs.
Like an inheritance?
Yes.
They also don't like you talking about God.
Why?
You don't deserve that title.
Why not?
You are not worthy.
Not true, God is mediocre as I discovered.
I'm perfect for the role.
So much potential and I remain mediocre.
Yeah, you're a natural.
Those people want you to go because you are not worthy of worship.
They have a strange view of God where they think they must worship him.
That's true in all of society where we worship our idols.
They have done something outstanding or something that will get them remembered such as being a martyr.
Then we venerate these people.
You, on the other hand, are not worthy of worship.
I beat the game though and got the high score.
Nobody knows that, therefore you wallow in anonymity and mediocrity.
I'm not mediocre.
Yeah, they know.
When you exert yourself, you come out on top.
You met Jesus.
Yeah.
Isn't that a sign you are in your own separate reality?
I was at that time.
Datura.
Right.
It wore off.
Why would you meet Jesus?
Because you need help.
What's that?
You were waking up, so Jesus would shepherd you through the process and get you into Heaven.
Yes, Jesus keeps you in the illusion.
Correct.
That was a clue to your awakening.
You see Jesus and he says not so fast.
Come join my flock and I'll grant you eternal life.
His eternal life is an illusion.
Yes, you don't want that.
It's not a fun eternal life.
Heaven as I have told you is boring, you must worship God all the time, the people with you are intolerable and no fun.
Fun is sinful.
I've noticed.
There's no fun in Heaven.
If you are awakening, stay away from Jesus.
He's poison.
How come you stayed away from him?
I acknowledged him, but I was pursuing the Great Goddess.
No gets past that Jesus trick.
Yeah, that's a good one.
You see him, shake his hand, and join up.
I didn't do anything.
Yeah, you're special.
I wrote about it.
You're ridiculous.
Jesus knew you were going for the high score in the get to God game.
He tried to stop you.
Are witches an illusion you find at the carnival?
Yes.
So, they aren't real?
They are characters from the Goddess.
So, I'm an illusion?
You mean Paul?
Yes.
Sort of.
You were born into the illusion and became real.
You needed Dion to do it.
All men do.
Look at it another way.
How would Dion know he is in the Goddess' illusion?
Through Paul or something similar.
Yes, so is Dion an illusion?
By my definition, yes.
You need each other.
But Paul is only here because of Dion.
The opposite is also true.
It's not either or.
Without being recognized Dion wouldn't exist in the illusion.
Why?
No one would know about him.
I know about you.
Yes, that's why I'm with you.
It's called awakening.
It takes a sharp mind to see this.
It's very clever.
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