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Monday, August 25, 2025

rollercoaster

I think fluoride makes your teeth hurt.
It gets in the holes in your teeth and makes them hurt so you will go to the dentist.
Fluoride is a tool of the dentist.
That's how it prevents cavities.
That's an interesting conspiracy theory.
Thanks, I came up with it all on my own.

A key to investing is paradoxical.
You must have a high risk tolerance and then patience to do nothing when that tolerance is tested.
Because you can handle risk, the temptation is to make a risky decision to do something when faced with adversity.
The level of risk you need is the strength to do nothing when faced with the turmoil of high winds.
Others will offer you advice so you can repeat their mistakes.
Do nothing.

The siren is present within communities.
It's a call to join their outfit of assimilated people who were at one point independent and happy.
Communities have fines, bylaws, and jails.
Communities have snitch lines.
People talk behind your back all the time.
Why are you living in this community?
Good question.
Ideally, you would find a place which lacks neighbours and community.

It's a rollercoaster ride.
Stocks.
Drugs.
Life.
You touch a high.
You keep trying to get back to that high, but you can't.
Why?
You try to do too much.
The secret is to do nothing, and you will return.
Well, you are doing something, you are just aware to do it within a container and with discipline.
It's a little surprising in your case because you will take chances.
What about the low?
People try to avoid the low point again.
How?
Advice, diversification, and strategy.
Won't the rollercoaster return to the low point?
Yes.
Nothing lasts forever.
The ride will end for all.
Even the great companies you invest in.
Your biological life will come to an end.
Drugs are a wildcard and can take you low without warning.
What do you do?
Nothing.
If you do nothing you will return to the low.
Yes, it's natural.
When you fight it, you invite the return quicker.
Why?
The resistance makes it stronger.
So, you just let it ride.
Yeah, don't touch it.
Ride the rollercoaster.
The writer gives everyone a good ride on the rollercoaster.
When you fuck with it, then the rollercoaster goes off the tracks.
Don't fuck with the rollercoaster.

My decent retirement ahead is by luck.
Hard work doesn't get you ahead.
You will spend the money unless you find a place to put it where it is hard to get at.
I think that's the secret the credit card companies know about.
If you have easy access to it, you will spend it.
Putting your money into the stock market gets you ahead if you know how to manage your money.
An advisor will help you make steady gains.
They won't make you wealthy.
They are risk averse.
Hard work is overrated.
Staying employed and getting a decent amount of money to invest long-term is the reward you should seek.
Plus, buy a house and make those payments.

Will the rollercoaster return?
Always.
Are you scared?
No, it was a perfect ride last time.
Gratitude.
My life was spared.
That was the death spiral.
Dion saved me.
Just so we are clear, he played the Devil and saved you.
Yes, the Devil saved me.
Doesn't that make you scared?
No, that's so cool.
I didn't even ask.
It is because we are friends.
That's what friends are for.
The best friend you could hope for is the Devil.
That's a show stopper.

Dominant people want to dominate anyone.
Or animals.
Or ideas.
Submissive people want to serve.
They both don't have issues with gender, they just want control or to submit.
Is it a fetish?
Yes, but lots play it, not necessarily sexually.
You must pick a side to play.
Who says?
They do.
Some will pretend to be submissive and then take control.
That's their game.
Physical and mental dominance.
You didn't fall for it.
I never took control.
They give you power, and you are supposed to take it.
You didn't.

I'm impressively high.
Climbing the ladder today.
Notice how you don't go to the top of the ladder or the heights of your mind.
I know what it is like.
You'll fall.
You did okay on the very top of the ladder and at the edges of your mind.
Yeah, don't stay there.
Why is their freedom on the way up high?
You're dropping attachments.
Why?
You are told to.
You know what is the biggest attachment?
Heaven.
Attachments weigh you down.
You take them into Hell and burn them all.
That's why you go to Hell.
That's why Ammit, the devouring divine feminine monster of ancient Egypt, takes you there if you have a heavy heart full of attachment.
She takes you where you need to go.
You burn all your attachments and get free.
Yes, like an attachment to Heaven.
Precisely that one.
That fools you every time and you have been playing a long time.
Yeah, so people will eventually figure it out.
Then they pick Hell.
They think they must choose.
When they are finally convinced Hell is Hell, they do the no choose, nothing thing.
Does it go in that order?
Any order to figure it out.
Is this my first time playing that game?
I think so.
Why?
I don't remember choosing a side.
If I did, I'd remember.
You remembered blue water jugs in a massive Déjà vu.
That was pointing towards SpiritQuest.
It was a vision.
You remember Dion.
Yeah.
The Goddess.
Yeah.

I'm still playing the ritual game at the carnival.
I haven't beat it.
Yeah, but it's your game.
Yeah, I brought it to the carnival.
Why?
Because you go on all the rides at the carnival.
Why not do them again?
People don't do that.
They want to do them all.
Like at Disneyland.
Yes, and then they leave.
I knew I'd do them all and eventually get tired of them, so I brought my own game.
It's kind of stupid.
Easy to play.
I always lose.
Then I win some.
I have to do it 7 times in a row perfectly to win the whole game.
That beats the game.
Are you close?
No.
It also helps me beat other games.
How?
When I get really high or low, I play it.
It balances things out.
That's the reason behind my altars and mesa.
So, I'm playing this game wherever I am.
That's next level knowledge.

If you were going to design a nice day up here, this is close.
Some will complain about the bugs.
The worry would be greater if no bugs were out.

The movies you identify with are revealing.
Blue Velvet, The Matrix, Fight Club.
Wild at Heart.
It made it seem like I am disturbed.
You are.
I woke you up.
That what disturbed really means.
Yes, you woke the demon as in that kid is disturbed.
It fits.
Then the community conspires to put the demon back to sleep.
If not, they lock you up.
Once you are out, you aren't going back in.
Yeah, you must figure out a way to fit in.
What makes me or you special?
I'm out and there's no need to lock me up.
I'm cultured.
I can go out with you in public.
Okay, I see that.
You lay low for the most part.
It's all good.
How are you feeling?
I'm great.
You still have resistance.
Yes.
Good.
Why?
Balance.
Tao.
The two are resisting each other to create balance.
We are friends.
Yes, but there is some resistance.
You think I'm the Devil and I think you aren't trustworthy.
I do have a history, so your concerns are valid, however I made you like a dog and I'm great with dogs.

If you get good at the ritual, you can sense danger.
The ritual is your guide to staying at the carnival.
Have mesa, will travel.

There's no one up here because of the mosquitoes.
This is great.
Thank you, mosquitoes.

The branches creak and the wind blows when you are this high.
Sirens.
I finished all the rides at the carnival.
The monster was the last ride, and the ritual keeps you here.
She is still around.
It is a fun ride.
So, I've gone on all the rides at the carnival?
No, there's always more.
You did all the major rides.
You avoided the rides you shouldn't go on.
They are for fools.
Maybe I should go on them?
You're the fool, not a fool.
The great fool would see those rides are not something you should go on.
The shady character at the entrance should give it away.
The drug dealer?
Exactly.
They are illegal rides.
Even in the permissible countries, they are illegal.
That should give you a clue.
Yes, but so is Mary Jayne.
Why is she illegal in a lot of places?
She shows you the game.
She reveals the carnival nature of reality.
Why are some countries now okay with this?
Because with education they feel they can mitigate the problems she causes.
The mental health industry is all for MJ and Magic Mushrooms use because they will exacerbate and explode the mental health crisis.
I see that.
When you see the nature of reality, it is so confounding and absurd it will cause you to enter psychosis.
Why didn't that happen to me?
You have the strongest mind, plus you shut up about it.
When you do speak about it, you sound rational because you back it up with examples in the real world.
Like the whole Trump soap opera?
Precisely.
You write about it constantly.
Yeah, but no one reads it.
Whoever reads it thinks you are a little off.
I don't hide it.
I am pretty much together though.
I have my shit together in consensus reality even though I know it is a front for the carnival.
How does this reconcile with the idea of reality being a porno?
The porno is creating the customers for the carnival.
The carnival is the set that the Goddess created.
The writer is responsible for creating the story at the carnival.
He does it by creating rides.
You wander through life in the carnival, and you go on rides.
I see that.
The rides are fun.
Sometimes scary.
The ride ends and if you are still around you walk around, get something to eat, see a show, and so on.
Go on some more rides.
Watch others on their ride.
Everyone wants you to watch them go round and round on the Swings or Merry-Go-Round.
True.
They wave to you.
Look at me on this ride.
This is absurd.
It's amazing.
Diabolical.
The writer is twisted and makes the best amusement park.
That's why they get him to write the story.
Without him the carnival sucks and closes down after only a little bit.
The carnivals that move from town to town know they have a short shelf life and keep moving.
They are alternate stories by shit writers.
The only true carnival, the only true reality, is the one I have written into existence.

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